People that dare not own up to themselves

Recently, an idiot, or coward kept posting loser loser loser and yadayadayada here, well you know what? I don't really mind but do you have that much spare time to critic on people, how bout yourself? I bet your a loser yourself too right? Heyz! using multiple names isn't smart enough doh, there's a thing called IP address! Well, just own up to yourself for what you said to people, perhaps you just don't dare..hmm maybe your the loser?

Sorry for a flame post but I do really hate cowardz~

Birthday Bash Bonanza Award

Most Cream Award

Happy Burfday Cheryl!


Most Surprised Award

Happy Bday Jie Chee

Think-too-much Award

You think too much la...Gong Hei Fat Choi! kakaka!

Delayed: The Teapot Cafe

Located at SS2, The Teapot Cafe is famous for snacks such as scones and puffs, and of course their tea as well(that's why it's called a "TEApot Cafe" right?)

The Cafe is not exactly those extravagant cafe with fancy and eye-burning ornaments to show off, but it's a cafe which is more towards the traditional mid-English age style.

Even the interior design of the place is based on the middle-age English where rich people those days which love to enjoy tea during afternoon breaks.

Cupcakes and Cream Puffs, the Cream Puffs are abfuckinglutely delicious!

Iced Mocha, no comment on this doh =(

House specialty, scones with cream and jam, only available after 3pm(if I'm not mistaken)

Lastly, Tea~ of course

Mango dunno-apa tea

Apple crumble tea, seriously, the tea comes in all sort of flavors and colors, which makes it difficult for me to choose and point of advice don't drink too many types of tea at once. =P

Not forgetting the bill, WTF? good environment + good food = bad bill.

PS: sorry for this very messy post.
PSS: I recommend Teapot Cafe to everyone for tea-time snacks~

L.O.V.E.

Have you ever gazed upon someone and felt that the time stopped, and you just want to just look at her so much?

Have you ever kept thinking of someone so much, that even when you sleep, you dream of her?

Have you ever had the feeling that you would sacrifice almost everything or anything for her?

Have you ever wondered why deep down in your heart, you know you love her but there's no reason for it?

Have you ever not for even a second think bad about her, but think of her as an angel which is perfect in every single way?

Have you had the feeling of uneasiness when you don't see her for even a day?

Have you text messaged her today?

Have you called her today?

Have you seen her today?

Have you said "I LOVE YOU" to her today?

My answer is YES to all of the above!

What is your answer?

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Life is short,
make everyday as priceless as possible,
make beautiful memories with the one you love,
appreciate
every moment,
every word,
every breath.
you had with her,
let her know that you love her,
just tell her I Love you...

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I dedicate this post to you...
and to those who are in love...

Of Ol' Hypocrisy

In life, we find many things that we can't face straight forward. Sometimes we avoid them, sometimes we ignore them and worst of all, we be all hypocritical about it.

Let me give you a simple example, when you asked someone not to do something, would you not do it yourself too?

Be it so, we can be hypocrite and act all so nicely in front of a friend and back stabbed them from behind. Is this what we called friendship or what friends do? A friend where he/she goes all so friendly and good to you in front of you and others, but back stabbed you the moment you turned around.

If someone said "I love you" but made you wait for a long period of time. And didn't even bothered to take any initiative to show the so called "love". Is this also called love? I seriously don't know, how about I declare my love for everyone who read this?

We are all humans bound by emotions and the feeling to defense ourselves. Therefore, we wear a mask which deceive others from our true selfs. A mask which hides our true character from others, we being as actor on a big stage called life. Acting all so good and being all so bad at the same time. Basically, I think this is what differentiate us humans from other living creatures.

To write this post, honestly I'm not all so good too, I'm a hypocrite too at times necessary. This is just my 2 centz~

Something Meaningful...

this is something I quoted from http://youthecho.com/hurt-the-four-letter-word/#more-110

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Ever heard of people not believing in relationships because “someone eventually gets hurt”? Usually that person has been hurt really bad, or has hurt someone real bad and is living with the guilt. So, by avoiding another relationship, he/she thinks that there’s gonna be less hurt in this world. Well, my friend, I’ve got news for you. Someone ALWAYS gets hurt. In EVERY relationship. Be it boyfriend-girlfriend, husband-wife, mother-son.

Guess what?

That’s the way the world works. That’s life!

Think about it. Who hasn’t got hurt before? Who has the ability to stop themselves from getting hurt? Yeah, sure someone’s gonna own up to this and say “I don’t allow people to hurt me anymore”. To me, that doesn’t make any sense. You can try to convince yourself that you have built this shield around your heart so it’s well protected and will never get hurt. But that shield is actually just to shield the sight of your heart from others. So no one will ever know if you’re hurt. And you have the benefit that people will never know if they have hurt you. Achievement? Depends how you look at it.

Here’s what I think.

Throw that dumb shield away. Take the risk. It’s worth it.

Worth it to love. To have that love returned. To hurt. To heal.

And learn from your experience.

What do you think?

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PS: I hope you can read this post....

Moments 2 Remember

The moment we first went for our first dinner together, a dinner where we talked for hours and hours forgetting time


The moments I watched you study

The moments you would just fall asleep beside me

The moment we cooked together and you cooked for me

and the moments that I'm just with you

Thank you, I Love You

Appreciate

Happy "Fattening" Weekend

Saturday, 6th July 2008

Someone's mad for something and so, I decided to cook for *ahem* something special. So, Went to "pasar" > Mydin > Pasaraya CH to get some ingredients(seriously my house have nothing edible besides few eggs and butter, does water counts?)

Budget ends up to :

Spaghetti : 3.50
Prego's : 10.50
Potato + Garlic + Onion : 1.00
Sausages : 3.00
Eggs + Butter : available in the refrigerator

So we have a total of RM18.00!! Ta Da! and a lunch for two =)

After the ingredients, rushed home and start chopping and cutting and whatever a person does in a kitchen-lah. And....after 1 hour.... nothing is ready yet lor~

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waited for another 30 minutes...then beh tahan and call *ahem* to come over and help-lah be fore I start burning or blewing up the house~

And then after 1 more hour... we have....

TA DA!!

1.Spaggeti with sausages wtf?!

I admit it, I sux, I need 2 friggin hours to cook spaggeti wtf?!

2. Mashed Potatoes

Despite how it looks its nice ok?

The following day, someone recook the leftover spaggeti for me.

Despite those black black things you see, it taste absolutely good-lah ok

and.. thank you for cooking for me ya =P

=_= who took this pic must be very "naughty" lor!!! Jk Jk

So, RM18.00 for a 2 days lunch and the enjoyment of eating it with the one you cared (minus the hassle of cooking, and cleaning all those greasy pots and pans) then is very worth it-lor I tell you!

PS: Thanks Edmond, my housemate for teaching me how to cook, and for those who want to cook, you can learn from him.
PSS: Thanks for the wonderful weekend.
PSSS: Fat-lor fat-lor(fat-liaw, now fatter!)

and I know you can't get enough of this song-lah =P(you know who-lah)

"Eating, the most enjoyable thing anyone can do despite all ages. Its just the moment and who you eat with it =) "

If you would just believe...

We humans are extra-ordinary creatures created by god himself (ahem or herself..) and we possess strength and abilities way beyond our own expectations.

I'm not saying physical strength that you have now from lifting weights yadayadayada but the strength that comes from deep within you. Yes, from your heart.

When we're touched by our emotions, such as sadness, anger etc. we tend to be stronger, yes we do and that's how people go "amuk" or more in english berserk. When we're in love, we have the abilities to be more creative and fond about our environment, we basically love everything around us and as for me, I love her even more. Then, there's the birth of love songs, beautiful arts and lovely poems that flew our hearts away.

Then, there's also the will of us, humans. When our loved ones are in danger, we tend to protect them with everything we have. Despite the situation, miracles do happen.

This is just a short post, a "thought of the day" like post and of course, I'm telling everyone to believe in yourself and others especially to those who love you. Who knows? Miracle might just happen.

You made me the happiest person in the world.
And there's nothing I need to say besides I LOVE YOU!!!
And if you would just believe me,
And hold my hands.

Broken.

Feelings and emotions are extremely fragile in my opinion, and it applies to everyone. Sometimes I thought that even if I'm broken up a million-and-one times, I will be just OK if I would to mend it up and be strong once again. So I had been broken uncountable times, and I have also mended myself up countless times but its getting more and more painful now.

I know, and I know, that we're not even considered together yet( I mean literally) but I really wants to do everything a good boyfriend would do for you but sometimes I can't, and I'm truly sorry. I admit I'm a stupid, dumb, dimwitted but I'm willing. I really don't want you to be sad or anything, and even more I don't want you to be reading this.

I still love you, and I'll always be there for you still even if I'm broken a million times, I will still put myself together for you. That's all I can say, I promise you.

Life is like a puzzle.

Have you imagined that our life is a combination of many puzzles brought together to shape one picture?

At the very beginning of everything, studies, relationships, careers etc etc, we are totally clueless on is going to happen in the future. "Que' sera sera, what will be, WILL BE" Heard of that?


However when time passes by we slowly reveal the puzzle. Means like we realize how and what things are going to be soon, after going through lots of hard times, sweet times and etc etc.


And also these puzzles are precious bits of memories you get from just being around. Memories of people you love, things that you like and also the pain you have gone through. Everyone have their own puzzles in their life but of course it differs from one another, this is what makes each individual so unique and special.

This is a short post only but I hope you understand what I'm trying to say here, and do appreciate everything you get and not take things for granted as if it is gone, it will be very hurtful. And for those sweet memories, we keep in our heart, to be remembered for years to come. and for those hardships, take it as an experience and learn from them.

PS: I'm currently appreciating what I have now and despite what the outcomes will be.
PSS: Let's make our own puzzle together k? Slowly time will finish our puzzle, if we're together.
PSSS: For those who are staying at Sg.Long, please be careful and more alert of your surroundings as the crime rates here are acceptably high in a way.

Thank You

Thank you for the promise we made yesterday.

Even if everyone left everyone, I'll never leave you
I will always kepoh you.

I might be showing too much at times,
but I just want you to know,
that you're loved.

Choices choices and more choices

Everyday we ourselves make choices we're not aware of. Your friend might just ask you where to eat? A or B and you made a choice from there. It's easy to choose choices like this as it will not affect us much but what if your asked to make choice between life and death? or the choice for your own happiness? Just give it a thought or two for now, k?

Let's see an example of what choices we normally make in a day in UTAR.

You wake up in the morning, you will think that should you go to class or not( some UTAR students)...

Then you choose what to wear out of hundreds of combination of clothings you have in your wardrobe...

Then when you reach at the lobby, you decide whether to use the lift or not...

During lunch, you decide where to eat..

yadayadayada during dinner, you choose again...

So we plenty of choices a day but what if you are to choose between 2 person to love?

So? which will you choose?

PS: don't hurry yourself in deciding and don't restrain yourself from reality too, just let it be as it be and time will just clear off the clouds that's been blocking your view always.

If you cannot be with the one you love, then love the one you are with

I know...

Lots of things have been going on lately, the answer of yes and no to questions must be running around you head for what's going to happen to us. I know you're still waiting, and I know its hard for you to make a choice and of course it will be worst when this choice is made, it will surely be hurtful to either one of us. And most of you hurtful to you. Just take your time and let's enjoy our moment together.





PS: Life sucks at times, but with you around, its total joy and happiness.
PSS: Try to share your thoughts to me at times, so I could listen and understand what you're thinking too, k?

To the special person in my life

Haven't been updating recently, coz I had devoted my time to someone special. For those those who knew, for those who guessed it, whatever-la-you-all-think.

To my special one,

I love you, and I can be immature at times, forgive me for not being so mature =P.
I love you, I can be annoying at times, but I will try to give you your own space from now on.
I love you, I will go slow for us to truly understand one another.
I love you, and I will give you laughter and joy for the time we spend together.
I love you, and I will be forever loving you-lor, what else-lar rite? =P.

-Darrius

and a song to my special one also-lar, Chris Brown - With You

Chris Brown - With You

and another song for you,

Colbie Caillat - Realize

I will hold on to you

Sometimes, there are things that she couldn't let go off so easily, he know and he understand that but its hurtful to know so too. he think it's OK doh, although it's hurtful but at least he knew that's what been bothering her.
It's immature of him to kinda keep forcing her, and he's truly sorry. Cause at that moment, within his heart, he was told not to let go of her ever. But now, he understand and he do believe time can mend everything. There's so much more he wants to say here but he'll just tell it to her when the time comes.
And also, don't feel bother to disturb me anytime, anywhere and anyhow. Cause being with you for even a second or a moment is just too good to be true.
And thanks for not telling me directly...if not I think I will break...

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I love you...but why?

I loved you when we first met.
I loved the time when we talked together.
I loved the way you smile.

I never understood why i became this way.
I never will tried to avoid you.
I never wanted to leave your side.

I will be here when you need me.
I will listen to you.
I will make you smile

You made me the happiest person in the world.
You gave me hope when needed.
you would make me laugh even at tough times.
I love you...but why?
Cause I just LOVE you for who you are, and you only.

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I can always make you smile =)

When your down, I will be there for you, to cheer you up.
So, never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with
your smile :)

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Additionally

I WAN STARBUCKS!!!

now now, who said that pigs are not cute jek?

click on image to enlarge

Self-Confidence

This will be a very very very very and I do mean very boring post if you read it out of the blues.
Self-confidence, a word we often see and heard from anywhere and everyone. However so, do you really know what it really means? and do you have the sufficient confidence needed in your life?

Let me share something I gained from my organization behavior tutorial class wtf!? It's called self-fulling prophecy, and to put it simple we can call it self-confidence lar~. Saying that if we are confidence about ourself that we will achieve something, we will achieve it and if we are not confidence at all, we will just never get there.

Hmm..don't think you get it, let's use 2 example to explain things up.

Let's use a primary school kid-lah.

Example 1 (Typical Kiasu Mom)
Mother: Boy ah, you very stupid one lor, go school also no use lah! I give birth to a "char siew" better than you lah!

Example 2 (Understanding Mom)
Mother: You are smart one! very very super duper smart lah! Just like Bill Gates lah!

If your in a situation where your mom always repeat sentences like this, you will just end up like that. If ones parents keep saying their child stupid, sure-lah he or she will become stupid! And if ones parents would encourage and nurture their child properly than won't it be better by the end of the day.

Let's use another example.

Girl 1 thinks she's not attractive and have low self confidence to socialize and even to smile, by all means she will look like what she perceive-lah!

However if,

Girl 2 thinks she's attractive enough and have confidence about herself, than of course she will shine better when socializing-lor.

Ok, did I knock some senses into you yet?

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Not yet huh? Lemme show you this!

Hmmm... abit over confidence I think =P

This post is dedicated to you, that keep saying yourself fat-lor, you're not fat and your just you and that's something you should be proud off. Everyone is different and by all means everyone is beautiful in one way or another, it's just the way we perceive and see things.

Web Tools / Nokia IAC Bands/Jrock Kingdom Ruums

Here's some websites which are useful for everyday purposes-lah, (I think)

1. Leechz MegaUpload Premium Download Link Generator
This is a website where they gives a link where it generates a link for premium downloads. So there is no need for slots are full and etc.

Leechz

2. 3Proxy
A website where you can begin surfing with a proxy, when you need an IP change or the site won't allow you to access it. For example porn download websites.

3Proxy

3. MapDoo
Just like GoogleEarth but online and can search throughout Malaysia. Try to find your house lah~

Mapdoo

Hope it helps you guys and gals. Cheers =D

Note to self: Law examination is in less that 48 hours, and revision done currently is 0%. Current activities : DoTA and Typing this post!

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NoKia IAC Bands @ Zouk /Jrock Kingdom @ Ruums

To all my friends that don't know about this event, want go boh?

Or we can go ruums for cosplay/attire party, confirm can see alot gothic, lolita leng lui de lor~ hiak hiak.

Law Study Guide

Tips i get from Wan Ying, check it out guys and put a thank you.

LAW

Of Freaks Of Norms Of Majority Of Minority

Have you ever experience backstabbing situation before? or just a situation where your "friends" boycott/outcast you? Even if you don't realize it sometimes, it do happens.

Boycott happens all the time, whether it is large or small scale only

This happens when when you just don't "click" with the group you mix in or they just have a perception that you are different, you are too ugly, you are too smart or they are too HEAVENLY-ALMIGHTY to mix with you. And by so, you are being labeled "FREAK" to them.

Its not like we look like some alien for outer space also, and even so what's that gotta do with you?

Who makes the norm?Is it the majority? or the "popular" gang? What gives you the right to comment on others? We humans are creatures afraid of loneliness, so we get in groups. But sometimes because of some bad-ass apples are in the group, conflicts happens. Get me clear I'm referring to those idiots that backstab others. Just because someone is special, you don't have to get jealous and make everyone hate that person.

If you are wondering how a bad-ass apple look like, here it is

This is the innocent apple, stabbed from every corner

Human like I said are afraid of lonesome and stick in groups, so if few people of a group says something, others will agree too whether if they like it or not, cause they are afraid to lose the group. So few bad-ass apples makes up a story and everyone listen to him, and there goes someone innocent.

one person starts pointing and the rest follows

Can't we just talk things out? People can change if you tell them, but instead you are backstabbing here and there WTF? Grow up please you immatures!

PS: This is a post dedicated to myself and friends of mine which experienced or experiencing these situations.

Manage Your Final's Stress

It's easy to manage stress.

Step 1
Stare at your monitor.

Step 2
Inhale lot's of oxygen

Step 3
Exhale

Step 4
Repeat Step 2-3 multiple times

Step 5
Write down all the things that you are stressed about

Step 6
Now begin to stare at your monitor...

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Step 7

Or here

If you don't do so, you will end up like this...

Does Blogging Have a Marking Scheme?

Does blogging have a marking scheme to determine who's a good blogger and who's not? As I scroll through Innit at times, I see flames of people danging here and there. And does the band of the blogger determines the quality of the blogger? Seriously, I don't know.

But I know in the education system there's always been something called marking scheme and with this we are given grades for the examination/answer we wrote. And for some dim-witted situations, the markers/lecturers/teachers are not familiar with the subject or examination course they are marking, so to put it simple shit happens all the time.

Does the lecturers that mark our paper even read it, or the just go "keywords" treasure hunting?

As for my university, some imbecile mark the paper accordingly 100% to the marking scheme this includes synonyms and the writing format. So if we write a word, similarly to the "keyword", we get a zero,0. Doesn't matter even if we understand the question or not, they just want us to write it the way it is in the textbook/notes. In other words, we need to memorize and eat a whole 1kg textbook for each subject(not including notes). Come on-lah! students are human too, we don't have some out-of-the-world memory card slot to put kilograms of textbook and notes into us.

If we need to memorize this much of book, then we would spent the rest of our lifes with books too! Makan Buku, Tidur Buku and maybe Kahwin Buku also.

In my opinion, the education system of Malaysia is kinda messed up. We don't learn by understanding the subject but instead we learn by memorizing, so if we're given a practical situation, many would be unable to comprehend or even know what to do or what to apply. Remember our "Pendidikan Moral" we used to have? The 12 or 18 "nilai-nilais" I assume, what use does it gives? We memorized them to score for SPM but does all the "A" scorers apply the values they had learned from the subject? Similarly, this applies to almost all subjects in my university. If we only get an "A" by memorizing, I don't think I need that "A", it is just not right.

"Politeness", I bet everyone in Malaysia is very polite =)

The university education system give mission and vision statements that are to build independent students that can think and act on their own, saying that they want to build future leaders etc. but in reality they are teaching us to be followers of a higher authority. By all means, we must obey, follow and shut up!

This is "not" my university's rules.

I am not even allowed to comment about my university as it is written in the "rule and regulations guide" if I'm not mistaken, so everyone please do me a favor and SHHhhhhh =P

PS: I hope that blogs are not rated by some what-so-ever marking scheme as blogging to me is about writing your thoughts and writing about yourself in it, not about how many ads you have or how popular you are.

PSS:
"All coincidence and similarity mention in this post are just mere creation and/or imagination which has no relation with reality. It is by all means to be fiction and not real, any inconvenience caused is much regretted and will not be entertained"
-Darrius