Sunday, April 27, 2008

Does Blogging Have a Marking Scheme?

Does blogging have a marking scheme to determine who's a good blogger and who's not? As I scroll through Innit at times, I see flames of people danging here and there. And does the band of the blogger determines the quality of the blogger? Seriously, I don't know.


But I know in the education system there's always been something called marking scheme and with this we are given grades for the examination/answer we wrote. And for some dim-witted situations, the markers/lecturers/teachers are not familiar with the subject or examination course they are marking, so to put it simple shit happens all the time.

Does the lecturers that mark our paper even read it, or the just go "keywords" treasure hunting?

As for my university, some imbecile mark the paper accordingly 100% to the marking scheme this includes synonyms and the writing format. So if we write a word, similarly to the "keyword", we get a zero,0. Doesn't matter even if we understand the question or not, they just want us to write it the way it is in the textbook/notes. In other words, we need to memorize and eat a whole 1kg textbook for each subject(not including notes). Come on-lah! students are human too, we don't have some out-of-the-world memory card slot to put kilograms of textbook and notes into us.

If we need to memorize this much of book, then we would spent the rest of our lifes with books too! Makan Buku, Tidur Buku and maybe Kahwin Buku also.

In my opinion, the education system of Malaysia is kinda messed up. We don't learn by understanding the subject but instead we learn by memorizing, so if we're given a practical situation, many would be unable to comprehend or even know what to do or what to apply. Remember our "Pendidikan Moral" we used to have? The 12 or 18 "nilai-nilais" I assume, what use does it gives? We memorized them to score for SPM but does all the "A" scorers apply the values they had learned from the subject? Similarly, this applies to almost all subjects in my university. If we only get an "A" by memorizing, I don't think I need that "A", it is just not right.

"Politeness", I bet everyone in Malaysia is very polite =)

The university education system give mission and vision statements that are to build independent students that can think and act on their own, saying that they want to build future leaders etc. but in reality they are teaching us to be followers of a higher authority. By all means, we must obey, follow and shut up!

This is "not" my university's rules.

I am not even allowed to comment about my university as it is written in the "rule and regulations guide" if I'm not mistaken, so everyone please do me a favor and SHHhhhhh =P

PS: I hope that blogs are not rated by some what-so-ever marking scheme as blogging to me is about writing your thoughts and writing about yourself in it, not about how many ads you have or how popular you are.

PSS:
"All coincidence and similarity mention in this post are just mere creation and/or imagination which has no relation with reality. It is by all means to be fiction and not real, any inconvenience caused is much regretted and will not be entertained"
-Darrius

Saturday, April 26, 2008

By Your Side

Sometimes, we just can't reach our hands for the one we love,
We just can't be there for them when they need us most,
When they're sick,
We can't be there to care for them,
We can't comfort them,
We can't give them the warmth they want,
All that we can do is,
To show our deepest concern for them.

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Side note to a sick friend today :-

Get Well Soon ya !!(^_^)v

Someone sick jor =P

Friday, April 25, 2008

What is Your Cup of Tea??

Enjoying a nice cup of tea is really really nice, but everyone have their favorite cup of tea. It's just a matter of self preference. This concept applies the same to love. Let me just you how similar love selection and enjoying a cup of tea can be.
Firstly, is simple, we pick a cup we think we might like or preferred. The design, the exterior features. So, this is the outer features of someone. So might like a solid cup, some might like a colourful and joyful cup, and some like an expensive cup.

So, we select one out of the hundreds

Once we have picked the cup, is now the time to pick the tea. Now this is the matter of taste. The inner taste. Whether it is cool or warm etc.
*Warning* You can't really know how it taste until you have tasted it right? As all tea you see might look nice but it might also turn out bad. So be careful during the choosing process.

Unknown tea bags to be choose from sometimes, which is good and which is bad?

Now, we have the cup and the tea, now is time to add in the hot water and wait patiently for the tea leaves to "open". As a cook always say, "the preparing method is very important", so the process will influence the tea at the end. Too fast and it will end up tasteless, too slow and the tea will become too bitter. The right timing is always the best.

Tea went bad. When this happens, throw them away ok?

After patiently waiting for the tea to fully be as one with the cup and water, it is time to cherish and enjoy them. For all the things we went through to get this nice cup of tea rite?

Sometimes we just don't know what we can find in a nice cup of tea =)

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Sometimes, everyone wants the same cup of tea. What will you do?

PS: "Sometimes, it does not matter why or what, I just love you for who you are, and even if I'm not your cup of tea, I will still wait here patiently, for the moment you pour in the hot water"

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Sometimes, we just can't show enough.

"I love you thiiis much, or even more but I'm afraid my arms are too short to express just how much I LOVE you."

If would your boyfriend/girlfriend ask you how much you love him/her? What would you answer?

This is something unmeasurable by anyone. There's answer such as "I love you forever" &
"I love you more than some highest mountain or some largest ocean in what-so-ever land", but do this really show how much you love a person? Words are infinity, that is one might say something and not do the same. Let's say for example(something that happen very often), Ah Beng and Ah Lian is a couple, and during their honeymoon moons, they said they loved each other for eternity and more. But after 3 months, they broke up and ended up hating each other. So its your love that is "eternity" only last for a moment?

Or do we say something like, "If you love me this much , you would go and buy me a Ferrari, Gucci Bag, LV Purse etc.?" Is love something measurable by money? Can we make out some equation for how deep is our love? Seriously, I don't know and if anyone out there have some ways to measure them, then please do let me know =)

Is this the equation?

To me, love is not measurable. It is shown and expressed to the one you love. And of course you can't compare them with others. You can't go telling you friends, my girlfriend love me more cause she's more pretty or my boyfriend love me more cause he buys me a Ferrari. If love can be measured this way, then our daily conversation will ended up like this,

Girl 1: My boyfriend-hor, very love me one! He bought me a bag-lah
Girl 2: My boyfriend love me more-lah, he bought me a Nike bag!

Girl 3: Nono, my boyfriend more-lah! he bought me a Gucci bag!

Girl 4: Mine more mine more, he bought me a LV bag you know!

Girl 5: My boyfriend is the best lah he bought me a gold, diamond decorated, silver plating bag from some ang moh country!

(Things just goes on, and it will never ends)

Every individual is different from another, we show and express our love in different way, but most importantly we are there for the one we love when they need us most.

"Sometimes, we don't stop loving someone, we just stop showing it, it is and always will be in our hearts =)"

PS: Don't take things for granted or you will regret it someday.

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"It hurts to love some and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel"

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Talking To Her Through Handphone

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

UTAR Mega-Event!


Alas, the long awaited most exciting, most thrilling, most heart-beating, most gila-babeng, most mind blowing event of the semester is starting tomorrow! Guess what it is! Is the FINALS!! Yes Yes! This event is held for 2 weeks approximately for all Year 1 Sem 2 students.
It includes many many sub events such as Economics, Quantitative Techniques and many many more, which we can join up to 5 sub-events. As for some VIP students, they will be having 6 sub-events and some are even luckier with 7 ! I myself is a VIP which will be joining for 6. So come on in and join the fun!

To join this, all you have to do is :
1. Be an official UTAR student.
2. Bring equipments which will be helpful to you such as pens, pencils etc.
3. Obey all rules and regulation set by our organizer, UTAR.

It's that simple, and everyone stand a chance to have fun and win! The prizes are as following;

Grand Prize : Termination Ticket
1st Prize: Probation Ticket
2nd Prize: Retake Ticket
3rd Prize: Resit Ticket

For all that didn't win anything, don't worry, you are all entitled to a Stay-in-UTAR Ticket or a President-List Ticket.

So Good Luck my friends and everyone! Hope you don't win the top 4 prizes k? =D

Monday, April 21, 2008

What Guys do When They Likes a Girl.

I think most guys out there all feel in love before at least once, or countless of times. They said girls are emotional, well guys are the same too. Agree? So this is the few things we do when we like a girl.

1. Always think of her and think more of her.
We will always be thinking of the girl we like ler, when we sleep, eat, drink, when playing DoTA etc. etc. "Makan Fikir Dia, Minum Fikir Dia, Semua Pun Fikir Dia"

2. Always try to ask her out.
This is when the guy keep asking the girl to go out for a movie, to go shopping or yum cha(not really) or even just to accompany us to buy a teh tarik in a mamak.

3. Worried about everything related to her.
"She got boyfriend?" "What she think of me?" "Am I annoying?" "Oh my god, she like xxx!" "She's a lesbian! wtf." Guys eventually ask her friends all these questions and asked them to keep quiet about it.

4. Shower her with gifts, flowers etc.
Guys are generous-lah, we give presents and gifts to the girl we like. If the girl would just say something like "Wah! that doll so cute-lah!", the guy will absof*ckinglutely buy for her instantly, or secretly buy and give her.

5. Become jealous at times.
When we see the girl being close with her bunch of guy friends, we become jealous.

6. Keep call, sms, msn, icq, skype or what-so-ever IM with her.
We will text her whenever-however-whatever possible. The only way to stop us is to break our handphones and computers.

7. Become EMO
Become very emo when the girl ignores us, said something that hurt us etc. Or we even emo for thinking too much nonsense or for no reason at all.

8. Became annoying until confession.
Because we care for the girl so much, we become annoying, over-protective and we bother them too much.

I think there's lots more things guys do when we really like a girl(not for the sake of companionship, cause she's pretty, cause she's rich, cause "kau lui" is your hobby or you friend dare you to "kau" her) but the girl as you see her as. You know, loving someone is seeing perfection in imperfection.
Girls, don't just avoid the guys when they start to annoy you, just tell them off if you really don't like them.
Now now, who say guys are not emo enough?

Just my 2 cents =)

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Finding for Usagi-chan

A few days back, I was searching for Usagi-chan all the way and up till today there's only one nearest way to get it. Afters hours of searching, surfing etc. etc. and I ended finding this page.


It seems someone is offering to sell it at $25 which includes shipping as well! Wow, that's just great =D Here's a picture of the Usagi-chan~~~

Usagi-chan doll, 32cm big! ^_^

Besides Usagi-chan doll, they do sell haversack. Very cute also ok?

Besides all the Usagi-chan, they also sell Mokona from Tsubasa Chronicles! In white and black somemore!

White Mokona haversack.

Black Mokona haversack, I wan this!

So, which one do you like? Whoever saw these Usagi and Mokona in Malaysia please tell me where ok? Just leave a message in the cbox, Thanks alot!

PS: Emailed the owner, now wish she reply and sell me those at cheaper or same price ok? =) And for those who like cosplay and anime stuffs, do visit the page also.

More songs =)

Here's 5 song i uploaded today, enjoy it k? cheers! All remixed.

(click on the song to download)

1.4 in the morning
2.Because of you
3.Everbody Dance Now
4.Tokyo Drift
5.Turn It Up

*Added a label on the sidebar which have all the songs download post.

Jealousy?

Jealousy, an unavoidable feeling which comes naturally that everyone has in them, and it just seems how we overcome or express it really. I dare to say that no one in this world has never get jealous, so, what are the few ways people normally do to overcome or express their jealous-ness?

Let's see. firstly, the "AMUK" state to express it. This is when you go all nuts and starts cursing, yelling and even throws stuffs around. In other words, you release jealousy with anger. Releasing jealousy through anger is definitely a no-no(from past experience) as it just ruins and messes things up even more.

Anger is bad, learn abit-lah you bulat-ed shape punya-benda

Secondly, teasing the person your jealous of. Teasing or saying something sarcastic to them, to show or hint them your jealous is also a way, but it does pisses people off sometimes. That's a saying we always hear when we're kids which goes like this "Boys always teases the girl they like". You know why? Coz we're jealous-lah.


Thirdly, the "EMO" state. This is when you go all emo and being more emo, you stay at home, in a corner, whining/crying/yadayadayada... or you asked a few friends out and keep whining "Why like this, why like that, why here why there ~". Talking about emo, i once encounter an American which he was so damn pissed off when I called him emo! Then, I asked him why:

Me: Why are you so pissed? Is just a word emo.
American pissed-off guy: Emo? it is not just a word you simply use.
Me: HaRR? Why?
American pissed-off guy: Cause it means you are being very emotional and want to suicide or to cut your wrist.
Me: WTF? Actually, in Malaysia, we accustomed it as an adjective already, we used it so frequently we even forgotten its true meaning. American pissed-off guy: oh~

So right, don't luan luan use the word EMO on some ang moh ok? Haha. (no offense to all the ang moh out there k?)

Even Hello Kitty sometimes will get emo, and wants to cut herself =(

Lastly, a new way to express jealousy, write all your jealous-ness on a paper and eat it! Or you can just write out how you feel on a blog like what I'm doing now, simple and cause no one any harm. =)

A slight jealousy is good as it shows that your concerned, but just don't go overboard and don't pile up all those jealousy into some what-so-ever volcano which will burst someday.

PS: Sorry ~ Gomenasai!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

RnB Mixes

BaoBao Byebye~ Died

Someone woke me up early early in the morning, I wonder who ya,hehehe? So I have nothing else better to do...

(click the song to download)

1.Don't You Know
2.Clothes Off
3.Easy
4.Believe Me
5.Do It
6.Don't Stop the Music
7.Whine Up
8.The Bomb
9.Crash
10.Moonlight Shadow

Friday, April 18, 2008

BaoBao's Nightmare

BaoBao biggest nightmare is for BaoBei to go out with other Bao before he gets to tell her about it oh =O

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Currently, I'm finding for 2 soft toys btw. and if any of you guys o girls saw em' please tell me k?

1. Kuma-chan from Ouran High School.

this one wearing Uruhara from Bleach de hat somemore =D

2. Usagi-chan from Ouran High School also.

I wonder if that is a guy or girl cosplay-ing, looks like a girl sia~ =P

PS: the dolls are not for myself, even if I want them~ just want to give them to someone special k? is so damn hard to find-lah btw, I search so many places and ended up with only some crappy fakes. (~ ~)"

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Alwiz Thinking Of You, I Miss U...

BaoBao is always thinking of BaoBei, and misses her alot alot alot de =D

Ms.BaoBei Appears

For the next few weeks, I will be doing a story of BaoBao. Might be boring but do bare with it ya =)

BaoBao and Baobei have just met, but BaoBao really like BaoBei, should he confess his love to BaoBei?

PS: If anyone wish to help to continue the story, do drop a comment ya! Thanks ya =D
PSS: This is not related to my real life or whatsoever but it is my thoughts and feelings for -censored-

Love-Mabukness


The pass few days, I seriously don't know what hit me, I got all love-drunk. I know is not bad to get love-drunk but it sometimes messes things up. So, I'm back to myself again, hang over is over and gone.
I will take things slowly now, and hopefully by time, miracle or a spark may just appear. So be my friend still and yet and let us just see what happen next k? =)
I will be here whenever, wherever, however and whatever when you need me, just to lend you an ear to borrowing you my shoulders to lean on. I promise that I will and always will be here for you, now and in the future. Aishiteru~.

PS: Good thing is, I created BaoBao series of ...hmm lets call it an emoticon during this period of "mabukness", which I think is cute-larh. =)

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Kuan Yin ah? WTF?

Kuan Yin the goddess visited me in friendster lah! Gimme pass all my finals k? =D

I'm now listening to...

My current playlist.


Kiss goodbye -> Perhaps Love -> If We Fall in Love -> Give Me a Lil' Try -> Rainbow -> The Longest Movie -> Cassiopeia

(Click on the song title to save it ya =) )

1.Wang Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye
2.J & Howl - Perhaps Love
3.Yeng Constantino & RJ Jimenez - If We Fall in Love
4.Goong OST - Give Me a Lil' Try
5.Karen Kong - Fall in Love Again
6.Jay Chou - Rainbow (Cai Hong)
7.Jay Chou - The Longest Movie(Zui Chang De Tian Ying)
8.Rain - Cassiopeia(feat Lim Jeong Hee)

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Study Week Dilemma

Sometimes, greed can be really really bad. Now I am suffering it-lah, I'm eating up the whole sem's syllables in a week!! omgwtf? ya, greedy mah~ keep keep always ponteng class and always skip class, now all come back jor-lah...THIS IS KARMA WEY !~ !

Gomenasai!

*Ahem ahem* Anyways, this is just how life is, regrets is too late so what I can do now is to try my very best and study as much as I can. =)


PS: I don't wanna go Kampar or anywhere else, this is where I should be for now, there's so many things i treasured here, my friends, the lifestyle which I'm getting used too and also the very special person I just found recently. I don't want to just leave like this without knowing you more.

Emo Bao Bao?

Someone named my avatar in msn today,"Emo Bao-Bao" but why larh~~ (~_~)" Does he looks like a "Pao"? (o_o)"

So... Ta-Da! Happy Pao-Pao!


But it seems the Emo Bao-Bao is even more EMO D. (~_~)"

Law Revision Notes

Consent, Agency etc.
I'll help your finals =0

Overall
I'll help your finals =0

Monday, April 14, 2008

Ichiko - I Say Yes

A nice anime song from Zero no Tsukaima =) Nice lyrics and a song which can use for alot of occasions =D. Nice anime too, do check that anime out ya!

Kanji

I SAY YES ずっと 君の傍にいるよ
どんな未来が僕らを試したって きっと

Ah ふたりの運命 めぐり逢えたのは
君の声 聴こえたから
そう ピンチな出来事 押し寄せて来ても
君といれば 乗り越えられる

ときめきと 負けん気と
裏腹でハラハラするけど

STAY WITH ME ただ 君を守りたいよ
遠い世界で生まれたふたりだけど
I SAY YES ずっと 君の傍にいるよ
どんな未来も希望に変えよう Forever

Ah たとえばこの恋 魔法だとしても
永遠に解けないはず
そう もどれやしないよ 遥かなあの日に
君と出会う前の自分に

ひたむきで 生意気で
時々はどきどきするけど

STAY WITH ME もう ひとりにはしないよ
奇跡みたいに出会えた僕らだから
I SAY YES ずっと 君を支えたいよ
時間‐とき‐がすべての景色を変えても Forever

強がりで 弱虫で
裏腹でハラハラするけど

STAY WITH ME ただ 君を守りたいよ
遠い世界で生まれたふたりだけど
STAY WITH ME もう ひとりにはしないよ
奇跡みたいに出会えた僕らだから
I SAY YES ずっと 君の傍にいるよ
どんな未来も希望に変えよう Forever

Romaji

I SAY YES zutto kimi no soba ni iru yo
donna mirai ga bokura wo tameshitatte kitto

Ah futari no unmei meguri aeta no wa
kimi no koe kikoeta kara
sou PINCHI na dekigoto oshiyosete kitemo
kimi to ireba norikoerareru

tokimeki to makenki to
urahara de harahara suru kedo

STAY WITH ME tada kimi wo mamoritai yo
tooi sekai de umareta futari dakedo
I SAY YES zutto kimi no soba ni iru yo
donna mirai mo kibou ni kaeyou Forever

Ah tatoeba kono koi mahou da to shitemo
eien ni tokenai hazu
sou modoreyashinai yo haruka na ano hi ni
kimi to deau mae no jibun ni

hitamuki de namaiki de
tokidoki wa dokidoki suru kedo

STAY WITH ME mou hitori ni wa shinai yo
kiseki mitai ni deaeta bokura dakara
I SAY YES zutto kimi o sasaetai yo
toki ga subete no keshiki o kaetemo Forever

tsuyogari de yowamushi de
urahara de harahara suru kedo

STAY WITH ME tada kimi o mamoritai yo
tooi sekai de umareta futari dakedo
STAY WITH ME mou hitori ni wa shinai yo
kiseki mitai ni deaeta bokura dakara
I SAY YES zutto kimi no soba ni iru yo
donna mirai mo kibou ni kaeyou Forever

English

I SAY YES I'll be by your side forever
No matter what future tests us
I'm sure...

Ah it was a fate I was able to meet you
Because I heard your voice
Yeah even pinch situations Press on at me
If I'm with you, I can overcome them

Palpitations and competitive spirit
It Excites me on the contrary, but

STAY WITH ME I just want to protect you
Although we were born in distant worlds
I SAY YES I'll always be by your side
No matter what kind future is
it can be changed with our hope
Forever

Ah if this love is a magic
It certainly will last eternally
Yes Don't turn back on that distant day
before I meet with you

Single-minded and Cheeky
But sometimes it makes my heart beating

STAY WITH ME I won't leave you alone anymore
Because our encounter was like a miracle
I SAY YES I will always support you
Even Time change the entire scenery
Forever

Bluffing and Weakling
It excites me on the contrary, but

STAY WITH ME I just want to protect you
Although we were born in distant worlds
STAY WITH ME I won't leave you alone anymore
Because our encounter was like a miracle
I SAY YES I'll be by your side forever
No matter what kind future is
it can be changed with our hope
Forever

Ichiko - I Say Yes.mp3(Full Version)

This is the full version AMV from the anime.


This is the piano wedding version by Ichiko =)


credits goes to the AMV makers =)
Even if this song is sang by a girl, but I do hope to sing it to the one I love too, if I have the chance. =)

EMO~

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Lovely Complex


Lovely Complex.
This is a movie based on a manga series, "Lovely Complex" which revolves around Risa and Otani which both have height complexes. Risa is taller than any average girl and Otani is shorter than any average guy.
The stories starts off with an introduction of their height complexes and being rejected by the opposite. Both Risa and Otani have lots in common, often teasing each other and often speak in sync without intention. Their friends and classmates think they would make the perfect couple, but they refute it at every step.
The story progresses on with more comedies and scenarios they went through in a journey to find
Ai(愛) or we called it LOVE =). A love + comedy movie with a touch of anime, a not to be missed movie even though it's a pass 2 years production.

The movie can be found in www.crunchyroll.com and Youtube =)

Sean Kingston @ CocoBanana

"You’re way too beautiful, girl…” Have anyone heard of this song before? Yes, its Sean Kingston =D. Last night's promo tour was nice, but it was kinda short =(.

After arriving not long, we are greeted by Hotlink's people and we have a short funny conversation. Her name was Ann(Jamie told us de)

Ann: You all are sitting here, can you see Sean Kingston from here?
We: Err, we will go front later =)
Ann: It's kinda pack doh =(

We: Its ok...

Ann: Don't worry, Sean Kingston is very huge and you can see him from like a mile away!

We: Hahaha (=.=)!!


Then she helped us snapped a groupie.(She should have snapped with us also mah...=P)

Joseph, Me, WanYing& Jamie and 2 random cool-wigged guys

And it was true, he was huge, and he is so visible from far away =D

Adam C from Hitz.fm was the emcee that night, and they are giving away freebies, which we did not get any.

Apart from that, Jin also performed, he was on a "Party in Malaysia, party in Malaysia!" mood =D

our chop to get in, guess who's hand is whos

The 2 leng lui of the day, WanYing and Jamie

Me and WanYing =)

Here's some video for everyone that missed it. Video quality is not good, as it is taken from my lousy handphone cam de.