B'coz Writing Diary Seems So Boring

People that dare not own up to themselves

2008-07-26T14:56:00.002+08:00

Recently, an idiot, or coward kept posting loser loser loser and yadayadayada here, well you know what? I don't really mind but do you have that much spare time to critic on people, how bout yourself? I bet your a loser yourself too right? Heyz! using multiple names isn't smart enough doh, there's a thing called IP address! Well, just own up to yourself for what you said to people, perhaps you just don't dare..hmm maybe your the loser?

Sorry for a flame post but I do really hate cowardz~

Birthday Bash Bonanza Award

2008-07-24T17:04:00.004+08:00

Most Cream Award

Happy Burfday Cheryl!

Most Surprised Award

Happy Bday Jie Chee

Think-too-much Award

You think too much la...Gong Hei Fat Choi! kakaka!

Delayed: The Teapot Cafe

2008-07-24T16:38:00.004+08:00

Located at SS2, The Teapot Cafe is famous for snacks such as scones and puffs, and of course their tea as well(that's why it's called a "TEApot Cafe" right?)

The Cafe is not exactly those extravagant cafe with fancy and eye-burning ornaments to show off, but it's a cafe which is more towards the traditional mid-English age style.

Even the interior design of the place is based on the middle-age English where rich people those days which love to enjoy tea during afternoon breaks.

Cupcakes and Cream Puffs, the Cream Puffs are abfuckinglutely delicious!

Iced Mocha, no comment on this doh =(

House specialty, scones with cream and jam, only available after 3pm(if I'm not mistaken)

Lastly, Tea~ of course

Mango dunno-apa tea

Apple crumble tea, seriously, the tea comes in all sort of flavors and colors, which makes it difficult for me to choose and point of advice don't drink too many types of tea at once. =P

Not forgetting the bill, WTF? good environment + good food = bad bill.

PS: sorry for this very messy post.
PSS: I recommend Teapot Cafe to everyone for tea-time snacks~

L.O.V.E.

2008-07-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Have you ever gazed upon someone and felt that the time stopped, and you just want to just look at her so much?

Have you ever kept thinking of someone so much, that even when you sleep, you dream of her?

Have you ever had the feeling that you would sacrifice almost everything or anything for her?

Have you ever wondered why deep down in your heart, you know you love her but there's no reason for it?

Have you ever not for even a second think bad about her, but think of her as an angel which is perfect in every single way?

Have you had the feeling of uneasiness when you don't see her for even a day?

Have you text messaged her today?

Have you called her today?

Have you seen her today?

Have you said "I LOVE YOU" to her today?

My answer is YES to all of the above!

What is your answer?

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Life is short,
make everyday as priceless as possible,
make beautiful memories with the one you love,
appreciate
every moment,
every word,
every breath.
you had with her,
let her know that you love her,
just tell her I Love you...

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I dedicate this post to you...
and to those who are in love...

Of Ol' Hypocrisy

2008-07-15T15:28:00.004+08:00

In life, we find many things that we can't face straight forward. Sometimes we avoid them, sometimes we ignore them and worst of all, we be all hypocritical about it.

Let me give you a simple example, when you asked someone not to do something, would you not do it yourself too?

Be it so, we can be hypocrite and act all so nicely in front of a friend and back stabbed them from behind. Is this what we called friendship or what friends do? A friend where he/she goes all so friendly and good to you in front of you and others, but back stabbed you the moment you turned around.

If someone said "I love you" but made you wait for a long period of time. And didn't even bothered to take any initiative to show the so called "love". Is this also called love? I seriously don't know, how about I declare my love for everyone who read this?

We are all humans bound by emotions and the feeling to defense ourselves. Therefore, we wear a mask which deceive others from our true selfs. A mask which hides our true character from others, we being as actor on a big stage called life. Acting all so good and being all so bad at the same time. Basically, I think this is what differentiate us humans from other living creatures.

To write this post, honestly I'm not all so good too, I'm a hypocrite too at times necessary. This is just my 2 centz~

Something Meaningful...

2008-07-15T10:37:00.001+08:00

this is something I quoted from http://youthecho.com/hurt-the-four-letter-word/#more-110

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Ever heard of people not believing in relationships because “someone eventually gets hurt”? Usually that person has been hurt really bad, or has hurt someone real bad and is living with the guilt. So, by avoiding another relationship, he/she thinks that there’s gonna be less hurt in this world. Well, my friend, I’ve got news for you. Someone ALWAYS gets hurt. In EVERY relationship. Be it boyfriend-girlfriend, husband-wife, mother-son.

Guess what?

That’s the way the world works. That’s life!

Think about it. Who hasn’t got hurt before? Who has the ability to stop themselves from getting hurt? Yeah, sure someone’s gonna own up to this and say “I don’t allow people to hurt me anymore”. To me, that doesn’t make any sense. You can try to convince yourself that you have built this shield around your heart so it’s well protected and will never get hurt. But that shield is actually just to shield the sight of your heart from others. So no one will ever know if you’re hurt. And you have the benefit that people will never know if they have hurt you. Achievement? Depends how you look at it.

Here’s what I think.

Throw that dumb shield away. Take the risk. It’s worth it.

Worth it to love. To have that love returned. To hurt. To heal.

And learn from your experience.

What do you think?

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PS: I hope you can read this post....

Moments 2 Remember

2008-07-08T14:51:00.004+08:00

The moment we first went for our first dinner together, a dinner where we talked for hours and hours forgetting time

The moments I watched you study

The moments you would just fall asleep beside me

The moment we cooked together and you cooked for me

and the moments that I'm just with you

Thank you, I Love You

Appreciate

2008-07-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

Happy "Fattening" Weekend

2008-07-06T23:09:00.005+08:00

Saturday, 6th July 2008

Someone's mad for something and so, I decided to cook for *ahem* something special. So, Went to "pasar" > Mydin > Pasaraya CH to get some ingredients(seriously my house have nothing edible besides few eggs and butter, does water counts?)

Budget ends up to :

Spaghetti : 3.50
Prego's : 10.50
Potato + Garlic + Onion : 1.00
Sausages : 3.00
Eggs + Butter : available in the refrigerator

So we have a total of RM18.00!! Ta Da! and a lunch for two =)

After the ingredients, rushed home and start chopping and cutting and whatever a person does in a kitchen-lah. And....after 1 hour.... nothing is ready yet lor~

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waited for another 30 minutes...then beh tahan and call *ahem* to come over and help-lah be fore I start burning or blewing up the house~

And then after 1 more hour... we have....

TA DA!!

1.Spaggeti with sausages wtf?!

I admit it, I sux, I need 2 friggin hours to cook spaggeti wtf?!

2. Mashed Potatoes

Despite how it looks its nice ok?

The following day, someone recook the leftover spaggeti for me.

Despite those black black things you see, it taste absolutely good-lah ok

and.. thank you for cooking for me ya =P

=_= who took this pic must be very "naughty" lor!!! Jk Jk

So, RM18.00 for a 2 days lunch and the enjoyment of eating it with the one you cared (minus the hassle of cooking, and cleaning all those greasy pots and pans) then is very worth it-lor I tell you!

PS: Thanks Edmond, my housemate for teaching me how to cook, and for those who want to cook, you can learn from him.
PSS: Thanks for the wonderful weekend.
PSSS: Fat-lor fat-lor(fat-liaw, now fatter!)

and I know you can't get enough of this song-lah =P(you know who-lah)

"Eating, the most enjoyable thing anyone can do despite all ages. Its just the moment and who you eat with it =) "

2008-07-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

If you would just believe...

2008-07-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

We humans are extra-ordinary creatures created by god himself (ahem or herself..) and we possess strength and abilities way beyond our own expectations.

I'm not saying physical strength that you have now from lifting weights yadayadayada but the strength that comes from deep within you. Yes, from your heart.

When we're touched by our emotions, such as sadness, anger etc. we tend to be stronger, yes we do and that's how people go "amuk" or more in english berserk. When we're in love, we have the abilities to be more creative and fond about our environment, we basically love everything around us and as for me, I love her even more. Then, there's the birth of love songs, beautiful arts and lovely poems that flew our hearts away.

Then, there's also the will of us, humans. When our loved ones are in danger, we tend to protect them with everything we have. Despite the situation, miracles do happen.

This is just a short post, a "thought of the day" like post and of course, I'm telling everyone to believe in yourself and others especially to those who love you. Who knows? Miracle might just happen.

You made me the happiest person in the world.
And there's nothing I need to say besides I LOVE YOU!!!
And if you would just believe me,
And hold my hands.

Broken.

2008-06-30T02:49:00.003+08:00

Feelings and emotions are extremely fragile in my opinion, and it applies to everyone. Sometimes I thought that even if I'm broken up a million-and-one times, I will be just OK if I would to mend it up and be strong once again. So I had been broken uncountable times, and I have also mended myself up countless times but its getting more and more painful now.

I know, and I know, that we're not even considered together yet( I mean literally) but I really wants to do everything a good boyfriend would do for you but sometimes I can't, and I'm truly sorry. I admit I'm a stupid, dumb, dimwitted but I'm willing. I really don't want you to be sad or anything, and even more I don't want you to be reading this.

I still love you, and I'll always be there for you still even if I'm broken a million times, I will still put myself together for you. That's all I can say, I promise you.

Life is like a puzzle.

2008-06-29T18:38:00.004+08:00

Have you imagined that our life is a combination of many puzzles brought together to shape one picture?

At the very beginning of everything, studies, relationships, careers etc etc, we are totally clueless on is going to happen in the future. "Que' sera sera, what will be, WILL BE" Heard of that?

However when time passes by we slowly reveal the puzzle. Means like we realize how and what things are going to be soon, after going through lots of hard times, sweet times and etc etc.

And also these puzzles are precious bits of memories you get from just being around. Memories of people you love, things that you like and also the pain you have gone through. Everyone have their own puzzles in their life but of course it differs from one another, this is what makes each individual so unique and special.

This is a short post only but I hope you understand what I'm trying to say here, and do appreciate everything you get and not take things for granted as if it is gone, it will be very hurtful. And for those sweet memories, we keep in our heart, to be remembered for years to come. and for those hardships, take it as an experience and learn from them.

PS: I'm currently appreciating what I have now and despite what the outcomes will be.
PSS: Let's make our own puzzle together k? Slowly time will finish our puzzle, if we're together.
PSSS: For those who are staying at Sg.Long, please be careful and more alert of your surroundings as the crime rates here are acceptably high in a way.

Thank You

2008-06-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

Thank you for the promise we made yesterday.

Even if everyone left everyone, I'll never leave you
I will always kepoh you.

I might be showing too much at times,
but I just want you to know,
that you're loved.

Choices choices and more choices

2008-06-27T11:53:00.005+08:00

Everyday we ourselves make choices we're not aware of. Your friend might just ask you where to eat? A or B and you made a choice from there. It's easy to choose choices like this as it will not affect us much but what if your asked to make choice between life and death? or the choice for your own happiness? Just give it a thought or two for now, k?

Let's see an example of what choices we normally make in a day in UTAR.

You wake up in the morning, you will think that should you go to class or not( some UTAR students)...

Then you choose what to wear out of hundreds of combination of clothings you have in your wardrobe...

Then when you reach at the lobby, you decide whether to use the lift or not...

During lunch, you decide where to eat..

yadayadayada during dinner, you choose again...

So we plenty of choices a day but what if you are to choose between 2 person to love?

So? which will you choose?

PS: don't hurry yourself in deciding and don't restrain yourself from reality too, just let it be as it be and time will just clear off the clouds that's been blocking your view always.

If you cannot be with the one you love, then love the one you are with

I know...

2008-06-27T09:43:00.004+08:00

Lots of things have been going on lately, the answer of yes and no to questions must be running around you head for what's going to happen to us. I know you're still waiting, and I know its hard for you to make a choice and of course it will be worst when this choice is made, it will surely be hurtful to either one of us. And most of you hurtful to you. Just take your time and let's enjoy our moment together.

PS: Life sucks at times, but with you around, its total joy and happiness.
PSS: Try to share your thoughts to me at times, so I could listen and understand what you're thinking too, k?

To the special person in my life

2008-06-26T15:01:00.006+08:00

Haven't been updating recently, coz I had devoted my time to someone special. For those those who knew, for those who guessed it, whatever-la-you-all-think.

To my special one,

I love you, and I can be immature at times, forgive me for not being so mature =P.
I love you, I can be annoying at times, but I will try to give you your own space from now on.
I love you, I will go slow for us to truly understand one another.
I love you, and I will give you laughter and joy for the time we spend together.
I love you, and I will be forever loving you-lor, what else-lar rite? =P.

-Darrius

and a song to my special one also-lar, Chris Brown - With You

Chris Brown - With You

and another song for you,

Colbie Caillat - Realize

I will hold on to you

2008-06-24T08:05:00.007+08:00

Sometimes, there are things that she couldn't let go off so easily, he know and he understand that but its hurtful to know so too. he think it's OK doh, although it's hurtful but at least he knew that's what been bothering her.
It's immature of him to kinda keep forcing her, and he's truly sorry. Cause at that moment, within his heart, he was told not to let go of her ever. But now, he understand and he do believe time can mend everything. There's so much more he wants to say here but he'll just tell it to her when the time comes.
And also, don't feel bother to disturb me anytime, anywhere and anyhow. Cause being with you for even a second or a moment is just too good to be true.
And thanks for not telling me directly...if not I think I will break...

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I love you...but why?

I loved you when we first met.
I loved the time when we talked together.
I loved the way you smile.

I never understood why i became this way.
I never will tried to avoid you.
I never wanted to leave your side.

I will be here when you need me.
I will listen to you.
I will make you smile

You made me the happiest person in the world.
You gave me hope when needed.
you would make me laugh even at tough times.
I love you...but why?
Cause I just LOVE you for who you are, and you only.

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I can always make you smile =)

2008-06-23T10:37:00.003+08:00

When your down, I will be there for you, to cheer you up.
So, never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with
your smile :)

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I WAN STARBUCKS!!!

now now, who said that pigs are not cute jek?

2008-06-22T09:16:00.002+08:00

click on image to enlarge

Self-Confidence

2008-06-21T19:10:00.003+08:00

This will be a very very very very and I do mean very boring post if you read it out of the blues.
Self-confidence, a word we often see and heard from anywhere and everyone. However so, do you really know what it really means? and do you have the sufficient confidence needed in your life?

Let me share something I gained from my organization behavior tutorial class wtf!? It's called self-fulling prophecy, and to put it simple we can call it self-confidence lar~. Saying that if we are confidence about ourself that we will achieve something, we will achieve it and if we are not confidence at all, we will just never get there.

Hmm..don't think you get it, let's use 2 example to explain things up.

Let's use a primary school kid-lah.

Example 1 (Typical Kiasu Mom)
Mother: Boy ah, you very stupid one lor, go school also no use lah! I give birth to a "char siew" better than you lah!

Example 2 (Understanding Mom)
Mother: You are smart one! very very super duper smart lah! Just like Bill Gates lah!

If your in a situation where your mom always repeat sentences like this, you will just end up like that. If ones parents keep saying their child stupid, sure-lah he or she will become stupid! And if ones parents would encourage and nurture their child properly than won't it be better by the end of the day.

Let's use another example.

Girl 1 thinks she's not attractive and have low self confidence to socialize and even to smile, by all means she will look like what she perceive-lah!

However if,

Girl 2 thinks she's attractive enough and have confidence about herself, than of course she will shine better when socializing-lor.

Ok, did I knock some senses into you yet?

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Not yet huh? Lemme show you this!

Hmmm... abit over confidence I think =P

This post is dedicated to you, that keep saying yourself fat-lor, you're not fat and your just you and that's something you should be proud off. Everyone is different and by all means everyone is beautiful in one way or another, it's just the way we perceive and see things.

Web Tools / Nokia IAC Bands/Jrock Kingdom Ruums

2008-05-04T23:21:00.007+08:00

Here's some websites which are useful for everyday purposes-lah, (I think)

1. Leechz MegaUpload Premium Download Link Generator
This is a website where they gives a link where it generates a link for premium downloads. So there is no need for slots are full and etc.

Leechz

2. 3Proxy
A website where you can begin surfing with a proxy, when you need an IP change or the site won't allow you to access it. For example ~~porn~~ download websites.

3Proxy

3. MapDoo
Just like GoogleEarth but online and can search throughout Malaysia. Try to find your house lah~

Mapdoo

Hope it helps you guys and gals. Cheers =D

Note to self: Law examination is in less that 48 hours, and revision done currently is 0%. Current activities : DoTA and Typing this post!

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NoKia IAC Bands @ Zouk /Jrock Kingdom @ Ruums

To all my friends that don't know about this event, want go boh?

Or we can go ruums for cosplay/attire party, confirm can see alot gothic, lolita leng lui de lor~ hiak hiak.

Law Study Guide

2008-05-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

Tips i get from Wan Ying, check it out guys and put a thank you.

LAW

Of Freaks Of Norms Of Majority Of Minority

2008-05-03T00:05:00.010+08:00

Have you ever experience backstabbing situation before? or just a situation where your "friends" boycott/outcast you? Even if you don't realize it sometimes, it do happens.

Boycott happens all the time, whether it is large or small scale only

This happens when when you just don't "click" with the group you mix in or they just have a perception that you are different, you are too ugly, you are too smart or they are too HEAVENLY-ALMIGHTY to mix with you. And by so, you are being labeled "FREAK" to them.

Its not like we look like some alien for outer space also, and even so what's that gotta do with you?

Who makes the norm?Is it the majority? or the "popular" gang? What gives you the right to comment on others? We humans are creatures afraid of loneliness, so we get in groups. But sometimes because of some bad-ass apples are in the group, conflicts happens. Get me clear I'm referring to those idiots that backstab others. Just because someone is special, you don't have to get jealous and make everyone hate that person.

If you are wondering how a bad-ass apple look like, here it is

This is the innocent apple, stabbed from every corner

Human like I said are afraid of lonesome and stick in groups, so if few people of a group says something, others will agree too whether if they like it or not, cause they are afraid to lose the group. So few bad-ass apples makes up a story and everyone listen to him, and there goes someone innocent.

one person starts pointing and the rest follows

Can't we just talk things out? People can change if you tell them, but instead you are backstabbing here and there WTF? Grow up please you immatures!

PS: This is a post dedicated to myself and friends of mine which experienced or experiencing these situations.

Manage Your Final's Stress

2008-05-01T22:35:00.011+08:00

It's easy to manage stress.

Step 1
Stare at your monitor.

Step 2
Inhale lot's of oxygen

Step 3
Exhale

Step 4
Repeat Step 2-3 multiple times

Step 5
Write down all the things that you are stressed about

Step 6
Now begin to stare at your monitor...

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Step 7

Or here

If you don't do so, you will end up like this...

Does Blogging Have a Marking Scheme?

2008-04-27T19:27:00.009+08:00

Does blogging have a marking scheme to determine who's a good blogger and who's not? As I scroll through Innit at times, I see flames of people danging here and there. And does the band of the blogger determines the quality of the blogger? Seriously, I don't know.

But I know in the education system there's always been something called marking scheme and with this we are given grades for the examination/answer we wrote. And for some dim-witted situations, the markers/lecturers/teachers are not familiar with the subject or examination course they are marking, so to put it simple shit happens all the time.

Does the lecturers that mark our paper even read it, or the just go "keywords" treasure hunting?

As for my university, some imbecile mark the paper accordingly 100% to the marking scheme this includes synonyms and the writing format. So if we write a word, similarly to the "keyword", we get a zero,0. Doesn't matter even if we understand the question or not, they just want us to write it the way it is in the textbook/notes. In other words, we need to memorize and eat a whole 1kg textbook for each subject(not including notes). Come on-lah! students are human too, we don't have some out-of-the-world memory card slot to put kilograms of textbook and notes into us.

If we need to memorize this much of book, then we would spent the rest of our lifes with books too! Makan Buku, Tidur Buku and maybe Kahwin Buku also.

In my opinion, the education system of Malaysia is kinda messed up. We don't learn by understanding the subject but instead we learn by memorizing, so if we're given a practical situation, many would be unable to comprehend or even know what to do or what to apply. Remember our "Pendidikan Moral" we used to have? The 12 or 18 "nilai-nilais" I assume, what use does it gives? We memorized them to score for SPM but does all the "A" scorers apply the values they had learned from the subject? Similarly, this applies to almost all subjects in my university. If we only get an "A" by memorizing, I don't think I need that "A", it is just not right.

"Politeness", I bet everyone in Malaysia is very polite =)

The university education system give mission and vision statements that are to build independent students that can think and act on their own, saying that they want to build future leaders etc. but in reality they are teaching us to be followers of a higher authority. By all means, we must obey, follow and shut up!

This is "not" my university's rules.

I am not even allowed to comment about my university as it is written in the "rule and regulations guide" if I'm not mistaken, so everyone please do me a favor and SHHhhhhh =P

PS: I hope that blogs are not rated by some what-so-ever marking scheme as blogging to me is about writing your thoughts and writing about yourself in it, not about how many ads you have or how popular you are.

PSS:
"All coincidence and similarity mention in this post are just mere creation and/or imagination which has no relation with reality. It is by all means to be fiction and not real, any inconvenience caused is much regretted and will not be entertained"
-Darrius

By Your Side

2008-04-26T20:11:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, we just can't reach our hands for the one we love,
We just can't be there for them when they need us most,
When they're sick,
We can't be there to care for them,
We can't comfort them,
We can't give them the warmth they want,
All that we can do is,
To show our deepest concern for them.

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Side note to a sick friend today :-

Get Well Soon ya !!(^_^)v

Someone sick jor =P

What is Your Cup of Tea??

2008-04-25T17:55:00.007+08:00

Enjoying a nice cup of tea is really really nice, but everyone have their favorite cup of tea. It's just a matter of self preference. This concept applies the same to love. Let me just you how similar love selection and enjoying a cup of tea can be.
Firstly, is simple, we pick a cup we think we might like or preferred. The design, the exterior features. So, this is the outer features of someone. So might like a solid cup, some might like a colourful and joyful cup, and some like an expensive cup.

So, we select one out of the hundreds

Once we have picked the cup, is now the time to pick the tea. Now this is the matter of taste. The inner taste. Whether it is cool or warm etc.
*Warning* You can't really know how it taste until you have tasted it right? As all tea you see might look nice but it might also turn out bad. So be careful during the choosing process.

Unknown tea bags to be choose from sometimes, which is good and which is bad?

Now, we have the cup and the tea, now is time to add in the hot water and wait patiently for the tea leaves to "open". As a cook always say, "the preparing method is very important", so the process will influence the tea at the end. Too fast and it will end up tasteless, too slow and the tea will become too bitter. The right timing is always the best.

Tea went bad. When this happens, throw them away ok?

After patiently waiting for the tea to fully be as one with the cup and water, it is time to cherish and enjoy them. For all the things we went through to get this nice cup of tea rite?

Sometimes we just don't know what we can find in a nice cup of tea =)

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Sometimes, everyone wants the same cup of tea. What will you do?

PS: "Sometimes, it does not matter why or what, I just love you for who you are, and even if I'm not your cup of tea, I will still wait here patiently, for the moment you pour in the hot water"

Sometimes, we just can't show enough.

2008-04-24T11:03:00.004+08:00

"I love you thiiis much, or even more but I'm afraid my arms are too short to express just how much I LOVE you."

If would your boyfriend/girlfriend ask you how much you love him/her? What would you answer?

This is something unmeasurable by anyone. There's answer such as "I love you forever" &
"I love you more than some highest mountain or some largest ocean in what-so-ever land", but do this really show how much you love a person? Words are infinity, that is one might say something and not do the same. Let's say for example(something that happen very often), Ah Beng and Ah Lian is a couple, and during their honeymoon moons, they said they loved each other for eternity and more. But after 3 months, they broke up and ended up hating each other. So its your love that is "eternity" only last for a moment?

Or do we say something like, "If you love me this much , you would go and buy me a Ferrari, Gucci Bag, LV Purse etc.?" Is love something measurable by money? Can we make out some equation for how deep is our love? Seriously, I don't know and if anyone out there have some ways to measure them, then please do let me know =)

Is this the equation?

To me, love is not measurable. It is shown and expressed to the one you love. And of course you can't compare them with others. You can't go telling you friends, my girlfriend love me more cause she's more pretty or my boyfriend love me more cause he buys me a Ferrari. If love can be measured this way, then our daily conversation will ended up like this,

Girl 1: My boyfriend-hor, very love me one! He bought me a bag-lah
Girl 2: My boyfriend love me more-lah, he bought me a Nike bag!
Girl 3: Nono, my boyfriend more-lah! he bought me a Gucci bag!
Girl 4: Mine more mine more, he bought me a LV bag you know!
Girl 5: My boyfriend is the best lah he bought me a gold, diamond decorated, silver plating bag from some ang moh country!

(Things just goes on, and it will never ends)

Every individual is different from another, we show and express our love in different way, but most importantly we are there for the one we love when they need us most.

"Sometimes, we don't stop loving someone, we just stop showing it, it is and always will be in our hearts =)"

PS: Don't take things for granted or you will regret it someday.

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2008-04-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

"It hurts to love some and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel"

Talking To Her Through Handphone

2008-04-23T11:42:00.002+08:00

UTAR Mega-Event!

2008-04-22T17:37:00.004+08:00

Alas, the long awaited most exciting, most thrilling, most heart-beating, most gila-babeng, most mind blowing event of the semester is starting tomorrow! Guess what it is! Is the FINALS!! Yes Yes! This event is held for 2 weeks approximately for all Year 1 Sem 2 students.
It includes many many sub events such as Economics, Quantitative Techniques and many many more, which we can join up to 5 sub-events. As for some VIP students, they will be having 6 sub-events and some are even luckier with 7 ! I myself is a VIP which will be joining for 6. So come on in and join the fun!

To join this, all you have to do is :
1. Be an official UTAR student.
2. Bring equipments which will be helpful to you such as pens, pencils etc.
3. Obey all rules and regulation set by our organizer, UTAR.

It's that simple, and everyone stand a chance to have fun and win! The prizes are as following;

Grand Prize : Termination Ticket
1st Prize: Probation Ticket
2nd Prize: Retake Ticket
3rd Prize: Resit Ticket

For all that didn't win anything, don't worry, you are all entitled to a Stay-in-UTAR Ticket or a President-List Ticket.

So Good Luck my friends and everyone! Hope you don't win the top 4 prizes k? =D

What Guys do When They Likes a Girl.

2008-04-21T23:18:00.003+08:00

I think most guys out there all feel in love before at least once, or countless of times. They said girls are emotional, well guys are the same too. Agree? So this is the few things we do when we like a girl.

1. Always think of her and think more of her.
We will always be thinking of the girl we like ler, when we sleep, eat, drink, when playing DoTA etc. etc. "Makan Fikir Dia, Minum Fikir Dia, Semua Pun Fikir Dia"

2. Always try to ask her out.
This is when the guy keep asking the girl to go out for a movie, to go shopping or yum cha(not really) or even just to accompany us to buy a teh tarik in a mamak.

3. Worried about everything related to her.
"She got boyfriend?" "What she think of me?" "Am I annoying?" "Oh my god, she like xxx!" "She's a lesbian! wtf." Guys eventually ask her friends all these questions and asked them to keep quiet about it.

4. Shower her with gifts, flowers etc.
Guys are generous-lah, we give presents and gifts to the girl we like. If the girl would just say something like "Wah! that doll so cute-lah!", the guy will absof*ckinglutely buy for her instantly, or secretly buy and give her.

5. Become jealous at times.
When we see the girl being close with her bunch of guy friends, we become jealous.

6. Keep call, sms, msn, icq, skype or what-so-ever IM with her.
We will text her whenever-however-whatever possible. The only way to stop us is to break our handphones and computers.

7. Become EMO
Become very emo when the girl ignores us, said something that hurt us etc. Or we even emo for thinking too much nonsense or for no reason at all.

8. Became annoying until confession.
Because we care for the girl so much, we become annoying, over-protective and we bother them too much.

I think there's lots more things guys do when we really like a girl(not for the sake of companionship, cause she's pretty, cause she's rich, cause "kau lui" is your hobby or you friend dare you to "kau" her) but the girl as you see her as. You know, loving someone is seeing perfection in imperfection.
Girls, don't just avoid the guys when they start to annoy you, just tell them off if you really don't like them.
Now now, who say guys are not emo enough?

Just my 2 cents =)

Finding for Usagi-chan

2008-04-20T22:26:00.005+08:00

A few days back, I was searching for Usagi-chan all the way and up till today there's only one nearest way to get it. Afters hours of searching, surfing etc. etc. and I ended finding this page.

It seems someone is offering to sell it at $25 which includes shipping as well! Wow, that's just great =D Here's a picture of the Usagi-chan~~~

Usagi-chan doll, 32cm big! ^_^

Besides Usagi-chan doll, they do sell haversack. Very cute also ok?

Besides all the Usagi-chan, they also sell Mokona from Tsubasa Chronicles! In white and black somemore!

White Mokona haversack.

Black Mokona haversack, I wan this!

So, which one do you like? Whoever saw these Usagi and Mokona in Malaysia please tell me where ok? Just leave a message in the cbox, Thanks alot!

PS: Emailed the owner, now wish she reply and sell me those at cheaper or same price ok? =) And for those who like cosplay and anime stuffs, do visit the page also.

More songs =)

2008-04-20T18:48:00.002+08:00

Here's 5 song i uploaded today, enjoy it k? cheers! All remixed.

(click on the song to download)

1.4 in the morning
2.Because of you
3.Everbody Dance Now
4.Tokyo Drift
5.Turn It Up

*Added a label on the sidebar which have all the songs download post.

Jealousy?

2008-04-20T12:10:00.005+08:00

Jealousy, an unavoidable feeling which comes naturally that everyone has in them, and it just seems how we overcome or express it really. I dare to say that no one in this world has never get jealous, so, what are the few ways people normally do to overcome or express their jealous-ness?

Let's see. firstly, the "AMUK" state to express it. This is when you go all nuts and starts cursing, yelling and even throws stuffs around. In other words, you release jealousy with anger. Releasing jealousy through anger is definitely a no-no(from past experience) as it just ruins and messes things up even more.

Anger is bad, learn abit-lah you bulat-ed shape punya-benda

Secondly, teasing the person your jealous of. Teasing or saying something sarcastic to them, to show or hint them your jealous is also a way, but it does pisses people off sometimes. That's a saying we always hear when we're kids which goes like this "Boys always teases the girl they like". You know why? Coz we're jealous-lah.

Thirdly, the "EMO" state. This is when you go all emo and being more emo, you stay at home, in a corner, whining/crying/yadayadayada... or you asked a few friends out and keep whining "Why like this, why like that, why here why there ~". Talking about emo, i once encounter an American which he was so damn pissed off when I called him emo! Then, I asked him why:

Me: Why are you so pissed? Is just a word emo.
American pissed-off guy: Emo? it is not just a word you simply use.
Me: HaRR? Why?
American pissed-off guy: Cause it means you are being very emotional and want to suicide or to cut your wrist.
Me: WTF? Actually, in Malaysia, we accustomed it as an adjective already, we used it so frequently we even forgotten its true meaning. American pissed-off guy: oh~

So right, don't luan luan use the word EMO on some ang moh ok? Haha. (no offense to all the ang moh out there k?)

Even Hello Kitty sometimes will get emo, and wants to cut herself =(

Lastly, a new way to express jealousy, write all your jealous-ness on a paper and eat it! Or you can just write out how you feel on a blog like what I'm doing now, simple and cause no one any harm. =)

A slight jealousy is good as it shows that your concerned, but just don't go overboard and don't pile up all those jealousy into some what-so-ever volcano which will burst someday.

PS: Sorry ~ Gomenasai!

RnB Mixes

2008-04-19T20:10:00.006+08:00

BaoBao Byebye~ Died

Someone woke me up early early in the morning, I wonder who ya,hehehe? So I have nothing else better to do...

(click the song to download)

1.Don't You Know
2.Clothes Off
3.Easy
4.Believe Me
5.Do It
6.Don't Stop the Music
7.Whine Up
8.The Bomb
9.Crash
10.Moonlight Shadow

BaoBao's Nightmare

2008-04-18T20:12:00.004+08:00

BaoBao biggest nightmare is for BaoBei to go out with other Bao before he gets to tell her about it oh =O

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Currently, I'm finding for 2 soft toys btw. and if any of you guys o girls saw em' please tell me k?

1. Kuma-chan from Ouran High School.

this one wearing Uruhara from Bleach de hat somemore =D

2. Usagi-chan from Ouran High School also.

I wonder if that is a guy or girl cosplay-ing, looks like a girl sia~ =P

PS: the dolls are not for myself, even if I want them~ just want to give them to someone special k? is so damn hard to find-lah btw, I search so many places and ended up with only some crappy fakes. (~ ~)"

Alwiz Thinking Of You, I Miss U...

2008-04-17T22:19:00.003+08:00

BaoBao is always thinking of BaoBei, and misses her alot alot alot de =D

Ms.BaoBei Appears

2008-04-17T15:52:00.005+08:00

For the next few weeks, I will be doing a story of BaoBao. Might be boring but do bare with it ya =)

BaoBao and Baobei have just met, but BaoBao really like BaoBei, should he confess his love to BaoBei?

PS: If anyone wish to help to continue the story, do drop a comment ya! Thanks ya =D
PSS: This is not related to my real life or whatsoever but it is my thoughts and feelings for -censored-

Love-Mabukness

2008-04-17T00:54:00.005+08:00

The pass few days, I seriously don't know what hit me, I got all love-drunk. I know is not bad to get love-drunk but it sometimes messes things up. So, I'm back to myself again, hang over is over and gone.
I will take things slowly now, and hopefully by time, miracle or a spark may just appear. So be my friend still and yet and let us just see what happen next k? =)
I will be here whenever, wherever, however and whatever when you need me, just to lend you an ear to borrowing you my shoulders to lean on. I promise that I will and always will be here for you, now and in the future. Aishiteru~.

PS: Good thing is, I created BaoBao series of ...hmm lets call it an emoticon during this period of "mabukness", which I think is cute-larh. =)

Kuan Yin ah? WTF?

2008-04-16T13:17:00.003+08:00

Kuan Yin the goddess visited me in friendster lah! Gimme pass all my finals k? =D

I'm now listening to...

2008-04-16T11:43:00.005+08:00

My current playlist.

Kiss goodbye -> Perhaps Love -> If We Fall in Love -> Give Me a Lil' Try -> Rainbow -> The Longest Movie -> Cassiopeia

(Click on the song title to save it ya =) )

1.Wang Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye
2.J & Howl - Perhaps Love
3.Yeng Constantino & RJ Jimenez - If We Fall in Love
4.Goong OST - Give Me a Lil' Try
5.Karen Kong - Fall in Love Again
6.Jay Chou - Rainbow (Cai Hong)
7.Jay Chou - The Longest Movie(Zui Chang De Tian Ying)
8.Rain - Cassiopeia(feat Lim Jeong Hee)

Study Week Dilemma

2008-04-15T22:27:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, greed can be really really bad. Now I am suffering it-lah, I'm eating up the whole sem's syllables in a week!! omgwtf? ya, greedy mah~ keep keep always ponteng class and always skip class, now all come back jor-lah...THIS IS KARMA WEY !~ !

Gomenasai!

*Ahem ahem* Anyways, this is just how life is, regrets is too late so what I can do now is to try my very best and study as much as I can. =)

PS: I don't wanna go Kampar or anywhere else, this is where I should be for now, there's so many things i treasured here, my friends, the lifestyle which I'm getting used too and also the very special person I just found recently. I don't want to just leave like this without knowing you more.

Emo Bao Bao?

2008-04-15T18:23:00.005+08:00

Someone named my avatar in msn today,"Emo Bao-Bao" but why larh~~ (~_~)" Does he looks like a "Pao"? (o_o)"

So... Ta-Da! Happy Pao-Pao!

But it seems the Emo Bao-Bao is even more EMO D. (~_~)"

Law Revision Notes

2008-04-15T15:39:00.005+08:00

Consent, Agency etc.
I'll help your finals =0

Overall
I'll help your finals =0

Ichiko - I Say Yes

2008-04-14T20:04:00.007+08:00

A nice anime song from Zero no Tsukaima =) Nice lyrics and a song which can use for alot of occasions =D. Nice anime too, do check that anime out ya!

Kanji

I SAY YES　ずっと　君の傍にいるよ
どんな未来が僕らを試したって　きっと

Ah　ふたりの運命　めぐり逢えたのは
君の声　聴こえたから
そう　ピンチな出来事　押し寄せて来ても
君といれば　乗り越えられる

ときめきと　負けん気と
裏腹でハラハラするけど

STAY WITH ME　ただ　君を守りたいよ
遠い世界で生まれたふたりだけど
I SAY YES　ずっと　君の傍にいるよ
どんな未来も希望に変えよう　Forever

Ah　たとえばこの恋　魔法だとしても
永遠に解けないはず
そう　もどれやしないよ　遥かなあの日に
君と出会う前の自分に

ひたむきで　生意気で
時々はどきどきするけど

STAY WITH ME　もう　ひとりにはしないよ
奇跡みたいに出会えた僕らだから
I SAY YES　ずっと　君を支えたいよ
時間‐とき‐がすべての景色を変えても　Forever

強がりで　弱虫で
裏腹でハラハラするけど

STAY WITH ME　ただ　君を守りたいよ
遠い世界で生まれたふたりだけど
STAY WITH ME　もう　ひとりにはしないよ
奇跡みたいに出会えた僕らだから
I SAY YES　ずっと　君の傍にいるよ
どんな未来も希望に変えよう　Forever

Romaji

I SAY YES zutto kimi no soba ni iru yo
donna mirai ga bokura wo tameshitatte kitto

Ah futari no unmei meguri aeta no wa
kimi no koe kikoeta kara
sou PINCHI na dekigoto oshiyosete kitemo
kimi to ireba norikoerareru

tokimeki to makenki to
urahara de harahara suru kedo

STAY WITH ME tada kimi wo mamoritai yo
tooi sekai de umareta futari dakedo
I SAY YES zutto kimi no soba ni iru yo
donna mirai mo kibou ni kaeyou Forever

Ah tatoeba kono koi mahou da to shitemo
eien ni tokenai hazu
sou modoreyashinai yo haruka na ano hi ni
kimi to deau mae no jibun ni

hitamuki de namaiki de
tokidoki wa dokidoki suru kedo

STAY WITH ME mou hitori ni wa shinai yo
kiseki mitai ni deaeta bokura dakara
I SAY YES zutto kimi o sasaetai yo
toki ga subete no keshiki o kaetemo Forever

tsuyogari de yowamushi de
urahara de harahara suru kedo

STAY WITH ME tada kimi o mamoritai yo
tooi sekai de umareta futari dakedo
STAY WITH ME mou hitori ni wa shinai yo
kiseki mitai ni deaeta bokura dakara
I SAY YES zutto kimi no soba ni iru yo
donna mirai mo kibou ni kaeyou Forever

English

I SAY YES I'll be by your side forever
No matter what future tests us
I'm sure...

Ah it was a fate I was able to meet you
Because I heard your voice
Yeah even pinch situations Press on at me
If I'm with you, I can overcome them

Palpitations and competitive spirit
It Excites me on the contrary, but

STAY WITH ME I just want to protect you
Although we were born in distant worlds
I SAY YES I'll always be by your side
No matter what kind future is
it can be changed with our hope
Forever

Ah if this love is a magic
It certainly will last eternally
Yes Don't turn back on that distant day
before I meet with you

Single-minded and Cheeky
But sometimes it makes my heart beating

STAY WITH ME I won't leave you alone anymore
Because our encounter was like a miracle
I SAY YES I will always support you
Even Time change the entire scenery
Forever

Bluffing and Weakling
It excites me on the contrary, but

STAY WITH ME I just want to protect you
Although we were born in distant worlds
STAY WITH ME I won't leave you alone anymore
Because our encounter was like a miracle
I SAY YES I'll be by your side forever
No matter what kind future is
it can be changed with our hope
Forever

Ichiko - I Say Yes.mp3(Full Version)

This is the full version AMV from the anime.

This is the piano wedding version by Ichiko =)

credits goes to the AMV makers =)
Even if this song is sang by a girl, but I do hope to sing it to the one I love too, if I have the chance. =)

EMO~

2008-04-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

Lovely Complex

2008-04-13T16:41:00.005+08:00

Lovely Complex.

This is a movie based on a manga series, "Lovely Complex" which revolves around Risa and Otani which both have height complexes. Risa is taller than any average girl and Otani is shorter than any average guy.
The stories starts off with an introduction of their height complexes and being rejected by the opposite. Both Risa and Otani have lots in common, often teasing each other and often speak in sync without intention. Their friends and classmates think they would make the perfect couple, but they refute it at every step.
The story progresses on with more comedies and scenarios they went through in a journey to find Ai（愛） or we called it LOVE =). A love + comedy movie with a touch of anime, a not to be missed movie even though it's a pass 2 years production.

The movie can be found in www.crunchyroll.com and Youtube =)

Sean Kingston @ CocoBanana

2008-04-13T12:00:00.006+08:00

"You’re way too beautiful, girl…” Have anyone heard of this song before? Yes, its Sean Kingston =D. Last night's promo tour was nice, but it was kinda short =(.

After arriving not long, we are greeted by Hotlink's people and we have a short funny conversation. Her name was Ann(Jamie told us de)

Ann: You all are sitting here, can you see Sean Kingston from here?
We: Err, we will go front later =)
Ann: It's kinda pack doh =(
We: Its ok...
Ann: Don't worry, Sean Kingston is very huge and you can see him from like a mile away!
We: Hahaha (=.=)!!

Then she helped us snapped a groupie.(She should have snapped with us also mah...=P)

Joseph, Me, WanYing& Jamie and 2 random cool-wigged guys

And it was true, he was huge, and he is so visible from far away =D

Adam C from Hitz.fm was the emcee that night, and they are giving away freebies, which we did not get any.

Apart from that, Jin also performed, he was on a "Party in Malaysia, party in Malaysia!" mood =D

our chop to get in, guess who's hand is whos

The 2 leng lui of the day, WanYing and Jamie

Me and WanYing =)

Here's some video for everyone that missed it. Video quality is not good, as it is taken from my lousy handphone cam de.

Wang Lee Hom

2008-04-12T18:12:00.003+08:00

I came across this from my friend's blog, and found it quite nice, so I'll wanna share it with you guys. Credits goes to the maker. Cheers =D

I LOVE YOU~!

2008-04-10T16:02:00.002+08:00

I don't know,whether is this love,
or just merely a simple crush on you,
but I truly know that,
I misses you everyday,
all I want is,
to be there for you,
to care for you,
when you're down,
when you're EMO =D,
when you just need someone,
to share your happiness nor sadness,
I'll truly be there for you.
watashi aishiteru,
anata ai watashi ?

Recently, I'm found someone, which I had a crush on or fell for. But, as the me, I am. I have not enough courage to even tell her. The feeling of "so near yet so far" and if I told her, what would our friendship ended up be?

Should I tell her?

I'm so emo now, and finals is so near.

Santa's gonna love this.

2008-04-08T17:57:00.004+08:00

Santa's soooo gonna love this song.
And I'm soooo gonna get a big X-mas present this year =P.
Listen to this song few times and hear on the lyrics if you still don't get it. Hiak Hiak Hiak =D

Thanks Darren for bluetoothing this song to me =x.

Motivation Needed

2008-04-07T21:36:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I need m.o.t.i.v.a.t.i.o.n. of any kind !!!

Finals counting down...

2008-04-07T21:06:00.004+08:00

Finals is just in 2 weeks time. And hail the gods that I didn't even start reading all the subjects notes after week 7. That's to say I'm missing about half the "things I should know" for the finals. This also means that I have less than 2 weeks to study 5 subjects, approx 2 days a subject to "telan"!!!!!!!

Even with all this pressure, I still ended up playing games, sleeping around and blogging here! (~_~)'''

Sometimes, life just gets better :)

2008-04-04T17:25:00.004+08:00

Decision making can be tough sometimes, and worst if you have several factors that really makes you think not twice, but 10 times for it. Today I was suppose to make a decision where if I'm to go to Malacca with my friends tomorrow or not, and I ended up didn't go due to some factors(financially K.O.ed and mom keep yadayadayadayada).

So I went back to PJ and on the way back, guess what I got?! SEAN KINGSTON TICKETS at CocoBanana Bandar Sunway @ 12nd April !!!! Not 1 but 2 tickets some more!! Thank you so much Hitz.fm crew and also Joseph"ine". So, life can be a bitch at times, but it does get better.

Besides the tickets, there's also some magazines given by Hitz.fm

Ta-Da! Front and back of the tickets =3

Next Weekend Schedule: Sean KingSton Concerto!! =D

Balloonology by DPS

2008-04-03T23:09:00.004+08:00

D Drama & Public Speaking Society had their Balloonology workshop on 2nd April. The workshop was suppose to be from Toastmasters, but they somehow couldn't make it. So, Balloonology comes in. I was glad Balloonology came it as its kind of, hmmm "special in a way" workshop held.
We learn to twist balloons, yea, twist and shape balloons into giraffe(which apparently mine changed into a "lap cheong" dog), swords and best of all LOVE shaped gift balloons!

All sorts of balloon, sword, giraffe/dog and even love shape.

Love Shape Balloon, there's also the couple pigeons in a balloon sculpture, but I'm not that pro-lah

Showing off balloons!

Everyone eventually went to KFC in Jusco Balakong and went for DoTA in A-Cen, after the workshop. Hiak Hiak Hiak.

1 2 3 Appeal Letter Writing Guide

2008-03-30T18:40:00.005+08:00

As this is my first time being barred, I seriously don't know how should I even start the appeal letter. I know that it required some personal details, state out the subject being barred and also the reason for absence.

The required

I think most people have a big scratch on their head when it comes to writing formal letter, and worst of all, this letters is submitted to the head of department and it determines your future whether you will be barred or vice versa.

So after thinking for the "right" format which will save me from being barred, I finally came out the easy 123 steps for writing an appeal letter.

Step 1.
We need to praise and continue praising the head of department. As any formal letter, we start of with salutation. Normally we would start with,

"Dear Sir, Dear Mrs. etc."

but for this, we would start of with,

"Dear Very Handsome and Macho + Smart + Buddha-Like + Super Super Good Sir"

or

"Dear Very Leng Lui, Kind-Hearted, Quan Yin Ma Goddess Miss"

So, even before reading the rest of your letter, the head of department would be so happy that he or she would be jumping in joy already.

Step 2.

Step 2 is pretty simple actually, we just write down all the required details needed for example your name, your ID etc. and the reason for your absence. Try to make out some "ke-lian" or very very sad story for your reason for absence.

Successful stories includes,

"I saw an old woman crossing the road. As I am a very kind person, I helped her out. She then started asking me to help her cross more roads! I agreed and helped and before I knew it I was already in Seremban! I tried to rush back, but it was too late. It wasn't my fault!! I was the old woman which was so damn demanding that asked me to help her crossed thousands of roads!!"

"I went for the class actually, but I went for the wrong class! and I forgot to sign. haha!"

"My alarm didn't rang, cause my bloody house mate pranked me and changed my alarm clock's time!"

"When I was walking on to UTAR from my condo, I feel down the stairs, down the hallway, down to the poolside in my condominium. When i was walking on the streets, few dogs chased me and I was knocked down by a bloody Mat Rempit. I was unable to attend class after that."

"My father's mother's brother's cousin's son's wife's sister's someone passed away, I have to go and pay respect to that someone."

"I have a chronic disease, I can't wake up early in the morning and I can't remember my classes time well."

That's some example stories which had been proven very "successful" during the appeal.

Step 3.

Keep begging and apologizing.
Before ending your letter, you should always state how much you have regretted on your absence and also beg for a chance from the HOD.

For example,

"I'm Sorry!! Very Very Sorry!! I have regret it so much, that I want to bang the wall now!! I m terribly absolutely SORRY!! Dui Bu Zi!! Gome Nasai! Mohon beribu beribu ampun dan minta maaf!!! I won't do it again!! I promise and swear in the name of Almighty dunno-what-good-for-nothing person that I will never do it again! Please don't Bar me! Please, you must be very forgiving like the Quan Yin Ma, or Allah or Jesus !!! Please Don't Bar Me!! ......"

End.

This is just an example of a guide. This guide is merely just for blogging purposes. Any consequences caused by following this guide what so ever will not be responsible by me.

Hope everyone enjoy this guide =).

Got Barred!!

2008-03-29T23:09:00.005+08:00

I got barred!! Expected doh...but not OHR!!!! I'm still curious of the barring system, why is there first batch written on it? Is there gonna be second batch etc.? and why is there the non-interview and interview list? which is more serious?

Anyways, I'm more excited to be in the interview session now than the fact that I might not be able to sit for the exam. Hiak hiak hiak XD

1st name on the list, kena barred dah!

UTAR Apprentice Finale

2008-03-29T01:10:00.006+08:00

Yes its UTAR Apprentice Final Showdown, but I'm not in it. Nevermind, today we are here to support our nakama, Odyssey!!! Although they didn't won but we all know that they have did their very best and sometimes there's just some elements which cause things to be otherwise.

Let me give some postmortem for those in Entrepreneurship Society, basically, you have done 3 major bias mistakes.

1. The society's adviser, Mr.Ken should not be the main judge through out the whole Apprentice. The reason? Is because of bias-ness do happens. and it DID happen through the whole event. I got to admit that Protege is a good team but the other's are doing very well as well but even so Mr.Ken didn't notice. Mr.Ken keep on praising Protege from the very start till the very end. You might say he's not the only judge but yes but, his decisions or opinions can influence other judges as well.

2. Voting system. I'm saying that voting from students is a no-no for events like this. You know why? One can have more friends than others even if they may not be capable of doing anything. RM2 per vote? and one may win RM400. I can easily scheme up with my friends where I buy 40 tickets for them to come and vote for me, resulting a victorious winning for myself. Voting system is good for strangers or for events in places which we don't normally resent.

3. Bias-ness of speech. As for myself, we have been called under-dogs from the very beginning of the event. Since Task 1 to Task 4. The emcees keep refer us as the "UNDERDOG TEAM"!! my god! You don't call people underdogs no matter how bad are they, and worst of all for 4 weeks straight. Even we won 2 rounds? Which I think is a tie?

That's all I got to say about to the Entrepreneur Society. Now LET ME SHOOT AN OVERLY ARROGANT GUY, ok? Let's refer him as ARROGANT, k? As I don't have any better words to describe him.

At the very beginning of this event, I truly respect ARROGANT as a mature and calm thinking guy. Which I seek to admire and learn from, but after few incidents occurred, the admiration ended up to be bull crap.

Incident 1.
During Task 3, the Durex campaign, Mr. ARROGANT acted like a baby when we won the task by alot!!!, he went to complain to Mr.Ken. So this are the few example conversation that's spoken(it's not 100% but its at least 90% of the truth which I will not add or exaggerate)

Mr. Ken: Is there anything that anyone of you have to say?
ARROGANT: There's no point, no point at all.

After few seconds, ARROGANT starts talking bout bull crap ethics and more bull crap. Then he started to syok sendiri and praises his team.

ARROGANT: No doubt, I'm the the best team in this competition.

And then he ended scolding the girl from Odyssey, keep repeating the phrase," Don't try to challenge me!!", and slams of the room just like that. There goes the mature thinking crap of yourself.

YES WE KNOW YOU ARE GOOD BUT PLEASE KEEP IT TO YOURSELF.

And today, the finale, when when they ask "Why do you deserve to win UTAR Apprentice?" He says, "We have proven tracks of record, we are the runner up for task 1, winner for task 2 and we drop abit during task 3, My God!! You lose by nearly 120 votes ok? Mr.ARROGANT, you had an experience of working 2 years right? if i'm not mistaken? So, what's there you got to show off as you are older and you worked before? you are older than me 3 years god damn it, can't you be more mature?

The prize we won =))

We meet up by fate and of course, friends 4eva =)

I got to say that, I gain more that I could bargain for in this UTAR Apprentice, I gain friends and experience which can't be bought by a mere RM400 grand prize nor a trophy.

CDS Annual Career Forum

2008-03-29T00:56:00.003+08:00

CDS aka Career Developement Society organized an annual career forum yearly. The career forum is a talk or in other words, a discussion of a topic by invited panelists. This year, we have 3 panelist, from Malaysian Institution of Accountants, Standard Chartered International Scope and 1 more-lah. The topic for this time is Employability : Opportunities in the International Market. I think and I hope everyone enjoyed the forum despite the "not-so-good" things. It's truly regrettable, I apologize but I promise will try better next time.

Banner preparation

Bani and Leslie posing, I'm not sure what they are posing doh...

Committees all in blazers

Kae Cian!! XD

I don't really know what others think, but to me, I think of everything we do must be of course memorable and enjoyable. We don't organize something and don't have fun on it. Formality is a must, yes but do try to enjoy the every bits of fun during the whole process. Joke around, play around and if possible fly around XD.

What's most important is we gain the memories, bonds everyone friendship and have some experiences as well =).

Otaku-Fever !!

2008-03-27T23:11:00.006+08:00

When people say about the word "otaku", they usually relate it to anime or manga but its not!!!. Otaku basically means obsessed or addicted to something. So, you can be an anything-otaku too.

For example,

Indo-mee-Otaku - Eats Indo Mee everyday and everynight during yum char
Study-Otaku - Study 24-7, brings a book to eat, to bath, and even to pang sai
Laughing-Otaku - will laugh almost every minute de
Blur-Otaku - always blur blur de. =D

So, what otaku are you?

And talking about otaku, I have recently been a anime-drama-otaku.

Been addicted to:

1. Prince Hours aka Princess Hours S which is a reverted version of Princess Hours.

This series talk about a boy gets to know that he himself is the Crown Prince of the royal family of Korea at the age of 20. Rivaled by his cousin, which is the to-be Crown Prince, he slowly adapts himself to the royal lifestyle which he has never been to....

Princess Hours (Goong)

2. One Piece

This is an anime series about pirates where Luffy, a boy with a dream of becoming the Pirate King sets on a journey to search for One Piece which is the rumored greatest treasure in the world. Along the way, Luffy meets up with his new "nakama", Zoro the swordsman, Nami the Navigator, Usopp the ..*erm* and Sanji the cook for his crew.... The series emphasizes alot of how friendship and the relationship among "nakama"s should be and the courage for one to chase after one's dream...

Addicted to this 2 series currently, and to those who want to borrow Princess Hours or Prince Hours, you can ask me-lah.

The education system and the culture.

2008-03-26T20:52:00.009+08:00

Do you ever wonder how you are educated in the system itself? Have you ever wondered that our education system has an impression of educating us to be leaders, but in fact, it is educating us to be good employees(manager post by most). This is regrettably sad but it is how it will be for a long long time to go. So as for this, we can say the education system is bad right?

But if you take a second thought, if you try or step your foot outside for yourself to gain experience from working with others, working, competitions etc, you can really be a leader itself. Not through the education system but with your own effort.

Being a barrier is the Malaysian culture of the "tidak apa" attitude and the "face" attitude is really sad to say, fucked up to me. The "tidak apa" attitude of delaying and procrastinating in the things one may do, for example, "assignment ar? tommorrow do-lah, still got time what, tomorrow only pass up mah!" and the "face" attitude of keeping one's pride too high. I have been to situations where some "Want-Alot-Faces-Wannabe" won't even ask for directions when they are lost and won't even care to ask for the price of a merchandise in the shopping complexes, its as if they would explode if they open their mouth or they would rot when they approaches other human beings( and trust me they are not shy, ok?).

So, to make things short and not waste time(my housemate is starving, waiting for me). The students DO NOT WANT to involve themselves in curricular activities, resulting a lack in leadership and socializing skills or we would say human skills which is very important for us business students years to come. And to make things worst, they blame the education system.

To me, the education can be as crappy as it can be, but our effort is all it takes for us to step forward to a successful future.

PS: Career Forum is today, this issue is also discussed too.

PSSS: SORRY for the PA System!!!! but I really can't do anything bout' it-lah!!! I promise I will read more book on PA Systems, k? =P

PSSSS: For those Tom Dick and Harry out there which say bad things about the forum, please do understand that you're not with the event team and "What The Tut!?" you know what is happening-lah!

FAM Social Night!

2008-03-24T08:33:00.006+08:00

CDS and SRC had collaborated and had successfully made FAM Social Night a spectacular success, I won't know how others would think but it truly gives a "WoW" in my brain during that night itself.
FAM Social Night took place in Palace of the Golden Horses, which is one of the most exquisite hotel in Malaysia. Held in the Royal Ballroom of it, it truly gives out the prom or ball night atmosphere for everyone there.

There was about 600++ participants, an amount which surprised me up till now. There was so many guys and pretty girls out there which totally makes me goes, "Hey! m'i in UTAR's Night?". Everyone was in their best coats, for guys and best dresses, for girls.

The night goes on with the arrival of the VIPs, and followed up with several performances such as group bands performing and magic show( btw, Mr.magician, I saw your wires =D). All the performance was great but what really gives the night a boost was the opening of the dance floor.
Everyone was having fun, doesn't really matter if they can dance or not but everyone joined in the fun and just party XD!!! There are slow dances, Waltz, and there too are couples kissing during the night.

The night was just great and it can't be describe in words as it is the Night of a Thousand Stars =) For those who missed this night, join-lah next time (~.~")

Bani

Kae Cian

Mei Mei

Kok Kheong

Sue Hui

Wai Yin JeJe =P

Asian Cultural Nite Fui Yoh! Experience!

2008-03-22T12:47:00.004+08:00

Asian Cultural Society, Cultural Nite 08 was held yesterday, and Fuii Yoh!!! it certainly turned out to be something unexpected. Imagine that ACS turned a Cultural Nite into a Fui Yoh! event where it has an atmosphere of clubbing! I do mean clubbing yo!

The ticket to the Clubbing Nite, Err...Cultural Nite.

The beautifully decorated stage.

The "Urumi" group, for those who didn't know what is Urumi, it is a classical drums. (I think :x)

MC Bani, the best MC in FAM in Kadazan costume!!

Leng Lui MC Kae Cian in Kadazan costume too!

Clubbing in FAM :D

UTAR Apprentice Task 4

2008-03-22T12:34:00.002+08:00

After few tasks going on, my team all has been de-motivated sad to say, even myself. The tasks all are too hectic, and with few other things coming up soon, it will be even worst. Relationship might been shaken has too much conflicts happened though out the whole thing not caused by any of us(the 4 teams which have been strongly bonded together) but by someone else who we all knew in our hearts.

Avant-Garde got eliminated this round, but we are not sad or anything but we are glad and happy about it as we gained more than what Entrepreneurship Club can offer us if we win the UTAR Apprentice.

I myself gained to know a whole lot of new friends and the experience of being in a conflict and how a team should work as.

PS: Good Luck to Team Odyssey in the finals!! And to Mergers & Legends, nice to meet you guys & gals :D

Chinese Orchestra Nite

2008-03-22T12:18:00.002+08:00

I bought a ticket for Chinese Orchestra Nite from Jacintha, for *erm* voting for us during the SAFE campaign for UTAR Apprentice. Being not very familiar with classical music, I was too curious about how it would be.

The Stage, nicely decorated :)

The title of the night was "3rd month d' small rain" if it is translated directly from mandarin. So, since I'm a March baby myself, I was lagi curious-lah. What does my birth month got to do with small rain (@@")? But then later on i found out is just the title of the song or event so to called...

Chinese Orchestra playing(camera not clear as it is too dark). The MC told us that using flash will scare them :(

A clearer picture :D

This is what interest me the most during the whole night, a song titled "Kukumi". At first i thought it was "Ku Ku Mee" ! haha :D. The MC said a funny story stating that the song title came from a cat, which is "Mi". And since the cat is a male, it is "Ku Ku"........and there we have "Ku Ku Mi" XD.

The Orchestra Night is absolutely wonderful. The musics are good even for me, someone who never really heard them before. It is certainly worth it, and for those who missed it this semester, please buy your tickets next semester !!!!

UTAR Apprentice Task 3

2008-03-22T12:00:00.006+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog for quite some time, so today I will ranting for quite abit(~ ~)".

UTAR Apprentice Task 2 is over and now we venture into Task 3 which we are required to do an awareness of AIDS/HIV campaign. In short, a sex campaign.

Its really weird that the Entrepreneurship Club give us 2 slogans to start with, which I find really really weiRrrD, first is "UTAR my choice, DUREX your choice". Weird ain't it? The second one sounds even more weird, "Fun with DUREX"!!! I think UTAR is encouraging its students to FUCK around with DUREX with this phrase.

Anyway forgetting about that, we(Team Avant-Garde, Mergers, Odyssey and Legends think of various way to let students to have "FUN" with DUREX and within a short period of 4 days, we came out with a successful campaign.

Mr.Iskandar cutting the ribbons

My apartment, messed up sia~(>"<)

Our Norty Lobby, *Erm* I mean North Lobby

Preparation of booth
(from left to right, Vicky, Joseph & Wilson)

Our collage board and yes! Mr. DomDom Red and Mr. DomDom White!!

SAFE is our name yo!, SAVE AIDS FOR EVERYONE!

Ribbons in love shapes and condom printed bookmarks free for grabbing!

SAFE :)

We ended up winning this task, thanks to everyone's effort, from preparation, booth setting up, luring people to vote for us and etc. etc. etc. We won't win this task if it is not for everyone's devotion and commitment for this task. If you would want me to list down what is the effort that everyone went through, It would take few hours of writing and a few pages long of essay.

UTAR Apprentice Task 2 (cont)

2008-03-06T01:37:00.007+08:00

Competition was tough, everyone was nervous, I know I am =x. Everyone is done a great job despite all the walls we need to break through. Mid-terms, assignment dues, and brain-storming for ideas for the ad & executing them of course(which is I think is is hardest). Oh ya, not forgetting the amount of time we are given! 1 week to make a commercial + printed ad + a marketing plan, my god even assignments we got at least a month-lah. So I don't think why people can complain about "not having enough time to do assignments".

Luckily none of our 3 teams are eliminated this week. Most importantly everyone enjoyed the fun :). Not forgetting, congratz to Team Metamorphosis for winning this task, and also to all the 10 teams that made it to Task 3, hope we will be working together soon enough.

Our team with Mr.George, the retail chain l33t. :)

Barista Coffee!! RM70 per kg!!!

Must grab the taste of this expensive coffee sia~ :x grab more~~

The winners(not mine~) advertisement, for you guys who are curious :P

UTAR Apprentice Task 2

2008-03-05T09:07:00.002+08:00

Ok ok, guess alot of you will be wondering how our ad will be. Actually i wanted to upload it up yesterday but, f**k-the-tut that my computer died and I need to spent hours on reformating it and reinstalling every inch of things back along with studying for QT mid term which is today!!. my god...

Just enjoy this small ad of done by me and wilson =X.

PS: more on Task 2 after my presentation today ;)

UTAR Apprentice - Task 1

2008-03-02T00:40:00.009+08:00

For UTAR-ians of Sg. Long I think all of you knows about the UTAR Apprentice organized by the Entrepreneur Society. So, basically it has all the elements of the Donald Trump's Apprentice we watch on TV but its in groups of 3-4 instead of solo.

So this is our Task 1:
World of Design - making a new bottle design for F & N soft drinks which me must make a proposal and also a prototype of the bottle.

Hmmm...a bottle eh? What bottle would you think of, if you get to make one of any choice? Something which makes all UTAR apprentice contestants "perah otak" for.

For our group, we start up with this idea/concept~

1. "For Her For Him"(Dildo and breast shaped bottles).. Perverted Idea, might get sue-d or banned by Government or some D*ickhead Anti Society.

2. Compress-able bottle. Big bottle --> Small bottle --> Big bottle --> Small bottle.. Get it?

3. 2 in 1 Flavour Bottle. Taste 2 flavours in 1 bottle.~

So, after some mamak time and thinking we take up the 2 in 1 bottle, and named it F & N Duo!! we even came out a slogan leh~ Double the Flavour, Double the Fun. So there's the start of our concept.

our original bottle was a Glinter bottle.

The logo we came out with. Sounds like some CPU processor sia,
maybe we will come out with F & N Quad next time =P

Our TOP Secret Weapon!!! To make it Waterproof!

Ta-da! Secret Weapon putted in, but failed,
it seems the 1% of condoms leaks do happens, my god!.
We used colored plastic bags instead~

Unexpectedly, our TOP Secret Weapon shot this for us =P.

Task 2 is going as I' m writing this post, but sadly this time I can't think of any TOP TOP Secret Weapon!!! Any ideas?, the task is to create an advertisement for Barrista Coffee which I think it is supposed to be some high classed or luxury coffee compared to Nescafe.

PS: 3 Mid-Terms this weeks, 1 - 2 Presentation, CDS's Forum banner designing, Utar Apprentice. And yes its my Birthday today! wish me!! XD

Jay Chou Mania!! Wee! :)

2008-03-02T00:10:00.005+08:00

Didn't manage to update my blog for a long long long time dy. So this is a delayed post~ =(.

As everyone knows, the all-so-famous-and-popular Jay Chou is in Stadium Merdeka doing his concert in Malaysia on 23rd Feb! and luckily, I got free tickets to the concert courtesy of my cousin who work in the media. I swear everyone was crazy and going gila for Jay Chou during the concert...(no offence, but I'm also one of them). The screams for the girls saying" Wo ai ni Zhou jie lun ~!!" is deafening and killing to the ears! Vendors selling **ck uped whistle to make high pitch "PIIiii Piii!" noise is damn annoying where you can hear lala-chai blowing whistle like their mouth is stuck to it. But Jay Chou's concert is really WoWWW! For those who missed it, please go next time =).

No cams no video bla bla bla etc. is the first thing we saw.

The stage and the crowd!

Jay Chou's pink bag

PS: Those who wants the pink bag, can ask from me cause I got 2 left =x

Adventure of the Ham-Ham Year =3 (cont)

2008-02-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

After finding my sweets in Dong Zhen temple, I went to Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman located in Kampar for a visit, as I'm a UTAR student myself(Sg. Long's).

UTAR

Despite is was just after CNY, many students didn't "ponteng" and "guai guai" went for classes =x

The Internet Lab with LCD monitors and better desktops compared to Sg. Long's =(

Assuming all this LCDs and desktops are fresh from the boxes.

As first when i saw this place, I'm not sure what is it for at first glance then....

Ta-Da!

Bicycles are I think the preferred mode of transportation for students there =x

Adventure of the Ham-Ham Year =3

2008-02-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

First of all although is late, wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year for the year of hamsters 2008!

During this ham-stacious Chinese New Year, I wandered to Dong Zhen temple and UTAR, Kampar hoping to find some sweet and nice food to eat. =x

First of all, I wandered into a garden full of flowers.

All I found there was flowers and a bald monk =(

Failing to find any there, I changed to Lumbini Garden.

found a humongous ham-ham there=.=

together with the 12 Chinese zodiacs

and more bald monks=x

And there's alot people there!! Its on the 1st Day of CNY, I thought everyone was suppose to be at home!! =x

people praying the Buddhas

The bridge entrance to Dong Zhen temple

Ta-Da!!!! found my sweeeets =3

a truck of them =3

flowers sweets for my *erm*

Goth - Lolita in Times

2008-02-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

Lolita, a Japanese fashion subculture inspired by the Victorian kid's wearing during the Rococo period. Where in the past few years that this fashion is mainly a hit in Japan has became a hit in Malaysia too. If you would just have a stroll in Sungei Wang Plaza and Times Square, there's no doubt you would see one or two lolitas around with their headdresses, aprons and bloomers =x. To know more about lolita just click on this link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lolita_fashion

To me, lolita fashion is nice if it is not too excessive as they are actually cute in a way. Who wouldn't be cute wearing headdresses, ribbons, aprons and dresses made of laces and emboss stitches? As for the guys, goth looks cool XD. If you have watched DeathNote, imagine Ryuk for a male goth fashionista and Misa for a female goth-lolita fashionista. Nice rite? =P

Some random goth-lolita girl in Japan(so cute rite?)

I-socks

Instead of "The Stars Shine Bright", we I-Socks in Times Square selling goth-lolita fashion, even the promoters of the shop wears goth-lolita fashion(can't take much picture but do check it out there yourself =x).

For those who want to try out a DIFFERENT style in their wardrobe, just go to I-Socks! haha =D

Inspired to write something about lolita after caming back from Times Square on 1st February. Just haven't been to Times for few months and Ta-Da! it has become a place of fashion paradise. Loose Japanese socks everywhere, countless hip-hop stores and etc. etc. etc. Maybe in a few years time, we would have our very own Malaysianize Harujuku's Street called Jalan Imbi and perhaps our very own fashion trend.

Ta Da!! Orang asli + Mat Rempit fashion!

Throwing away your responsibility

2008-01-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

Responsibility or we call it "bertanggungjawab" in Malay is something we have been learning since standard one. Yes, I do mean standard one! It is one of those millions values or "nilai" we memorized for Pendidikan Moral.

If you ask anyone if they are a responsible person, they will say "Yes, I am a responsible person."But then, if you ask anyone "Are you responsible for this mess etc?", they will say "No!"

So basically, it means all of us are a responsible person but we just THROW the responsibility to others. By THROWING the responsibilities to others, we get credited when everything turns up well, and we can blame others when things don't turn up right. I found this habit of responsibility throwing is annoying.

An simple example can be seen when we are doing assignments. Let's just say student A, B, C and D.

A: I'm not good at this chapter-lah, B you do-lah~
B: Eh C, my english is bad so you do-lah~
C: Eh I not free, must go out "pak to"! D you do please!
D: Eh my mom's uncle's brother's sister's cousin's dog died-lah, A do please!
A: Nonono B you do!
B: Eh I engrisshhhh not good!! C do-lah!
C: My future wife-lah! not free!!! D-lah!
D: Must go pray pray the dog-lah!

(story goes on forever until the final moments before handing of assignment)

Seriously, why should we delay and throw all our responsibilities away when we can get things done faster when we work together?

*wrote this post after I get my pc fixed, somehow my pc just went emo on me =_=" causing a damage of RM45 for reformating and a lot of precious datas....

Obnoxious Rules and Regulations

2008-01-29T17:28:00.000+08:00

Every universities, study institution and colleges have their own set of rules and regulations but then some rules just doesn't make sense at all. In my uni, there's a rule where we must wear formal outfits during Monday(Corporate Day). During the first sem, it was still acceptable as things weren't that strict and so constrained but when it this sem, everything went overboard.

Students aren't allowed to go or even step in the uni. To make things worst, the SECURITY GUARD is RUDE and "lan ci". Here's my conversation with the 3rd security guard(fat one) on this Monday afternoon.

While I'm in North Lobby signing up for the UTAR Apprentice Challenge...

Security Guard :HOI!! YOU YOU! Tunggu!(He is asking me to stop and wait)
Me : Yes, bang? (Yes?)
Security Guard : Apasal pakai kasut sport ini? Mr.Lxx kata tak boleh pakai. (Why are you wearing sport shoes? Mr.Lxx said that it is not allowed)
Me :Oh, sorry-lah lain kali saya pakai kasut kulit. (Sorry, will wear formal shoes next time)
Security Guard : Tak boleh, you kena keluar sekarang!!(NO! you need to get out now)
Me :*WTF?!* Beg dan barang aku kat atas kelas-lah~ (My stuffs is in my class)
Security Guard : Siapa bagi you masuk ha? Bagi aku nama dan ID kamu! Aku repot Mr.Lxx
(Who let you in earlier? Give me your name and ID, I will report to Mr.Lxx)
Me : Guard pagi tadi-lah. Ok, aku bagi you nama dan ID. (This morning's guard, OK, I will give you my name and ID)
Me : Bang, janganlah jerit-jerit. (Don't keep yelling please)
Security Guard : Apa jerit jerit you nak kena repot?( What yelling? You want to get report?)
Me : *=_="* Janganlah berlagak sangat, sopan sikit...( Don't be so action, polite abit please)
Security Guard : Aku diberi kuasa! Aku jerit jerit-lah.(I'm given authority, I can shout.)

(was surprised to heard the last sentence)

The security guard then search for a paper for me to write my name and ID, but after like 2 minutes of scavenging for paper, he then ask me more stupid questions.

Security Guard : Mana satu guard bagi you masuk?! Apa nama!? Dan mana ID card kamu?(Which guard let you in? Name of the guard? and where's your ID card?)
Me :*How the fuck i know lah!!!!*Tak tau ler bang (I don't know)
Security Guard : Aku bawa kamu cari satu guard demi satu guard (I bring you to every guard)
Me :*He think I m sooo free to follow him walk around* Ada kelas-lah (I got class)
Security Guard : Bagi nama dan ID! <--high tone (Give me your name and ID)
Me :Kertas please..~(Paper please~)
Security Guard : *blurred* Tulis kat tangan aku!(Write on my hand!)

Took the pen and i wrote this on his palm "name"- Tan Chee Bai "ID"- 0707444 and he walked away with a "dulan" face believing that was my name and ID and went to report to Mr.Lxx.

I was actually wearing black leathered shoes at that time, just that its not too formal =x even the security guards themselves don't have their identification tag or name on them, how are we suppose to know their name?. Why must a university be strict on such minor issues when there are so many more big issues to be settled?And besides, the guards should not be rude as they get paid from our tuition fees!

There's even an issue I heard the pass few weeks ago where UTAR is taking fees of RM30 per room for rental of rooms for club and society meetings. I was like WTF? We pay the fees and we are charged RM30 for every meeting we have? UTAR trying to rip its students off? I' m not sure if this policy is still on or not for now but I m sure of one thing, stupidity.

Maybe UTAR management went undergo some training and seminars from some Guru and that particular Guru teaches them to be creative and think out-of-the-box. Well, UTAR management think out-of-the-box alright...THE WRONG BOX!

Utar's Corporate Day dress codes

Another out-of-the-box management is Olympia College. They actually fine their students for speaking other dialects. So imagine if each time you accidentally speaks out a word like "Boleh-lah" or some mandarin words...Bang! you are fined RM1. The amount of the fine is small but I don't think so its worth it as we have done nothing wrong.

On the bright side, they have year end party=x

All rules are said to help and encourage us, I believe it does too but if the help and encouragement adds up to more frustration and flames, it does more harm than good. Maybe I am still immature for all these kind of rules set but I do know one thing, it pisses a lot people!

Youth 08 Crew!!

2008-01-29T14:58:00.001+08:00

Exhaustion and frustration during the days of the events but by the end of the day, everyone is satisfied as we have been waiting for this since September 2007 and to see it became a success is just WOW!!!! Filled with satisfaction, joy, laughter and stories to be told to friends for years to come, Youth 08 =).

Youth 08 crews "selamba-ing" on the floor

PS: Can't wait for Youth 09 =x

Perfect Valentine's Gift?

2008-01-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

Double-posting in a day cause I have not been blogging much lately, too busy with stuffs. Valentine's coming too in about 2 weeks and I think is not too late for us guys to think of what we should get for our special ones. What do girls actually like for that special day? Been thinking "abit" for now and here are some of my gift ideas.

Girls like soft toy right? We can get some cute plushies for them, I think. Or perhaps get them some giant-sized ones to carry on =x(<-- big big ones)

See, soo cute right? I mean the Hello Kitty!

Bread in cupcakes plushies=="

Besides plushies, I saw many would buy jewelry. Those sparkling gifts will surely melt any girls out there but it also does melt down our guys wallet faster. Diamonds are always girls best friend rite? Then, what is the girl's best friend doing to us guys!!!! =(

Next on the list is something pretty interesting I found on Nicolekiss.blogspot.com which are flowers. Yes all girls love em!

Pretty flowers in red and green.

Looks familiar now?

=.= SEe it?

A money bouquet!!! Priceless and pretty XD. hiak hiak hiak

Though of getting a dress but need to know the exact size, if it is too big she goes =___=" and if it is too small she will go ">_____<".
Chocolates are a must, I think as it is the tradition of Valentine's where we give chocolates to the one we loved. We spend a lot of gifts and we try to make this special day something to be remembered but the most important thing is the sincerity that comes from the heart to do all of these =).

Chinese New Year Plants

2008-01-28T21:52:00.001+08:00

Flowers such as pussy willow, bamboos and etc. are always associated with Chinese New Year, and with Chinese New Year around the corner, everyone is busy "plant-hunting". So what do people normally "hunt" during this CNY?

1. "Mini-Orange Trees"

I forgot what they called them in chinese but they are some kind of oranges.

A bunch of "mini-oranges", looks like ping pong balls to me=x

2. Pussy Willows/"Mei Hua"

Remember those days when pussy willows are only natural in colour?

Now, it is dyed with variants of colours, from green to pink etc.

Yellow and purple ones.

Pink-dyed pussy willows, most wanted for CNY!

Natural ones =x

3. Bamboo Shoots

Bamboo shoots swirls with red packets decoration =).

Don't really know what is this called, let's assume it is a bamboo shoot...

3. Artifical Flowers

This flowers look really beautiful but there are actually fakes =). Artificial flowers are good, as they don't need much care and last longer.

4. Japan Sakura

Gaining popularity lately, the Japan Sakuras cost "only" RM68 for an imported plant.

Plants are good decorations for Chinese New Year but it requires some care. So think twice before buying them and Happy Plant-Hunting XD.

Expressing yourself as a youth

2008-01-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

As a youth myself, I believe everyone of us have brilliant and mind-blowing ideas and thoughts to be shared to others. Ideas for contributing to the society, ideas to make money and even ideas to improve the slightest things we do everyday.

But all this ideas and thoughts are put to waste as it is not presented out, ideas which are not shared to others but kept inside oneself until it is soon forgotten. Why and where does these ideas are left behind? Mainly is because we don't express it out in the right manner or so.

I don't really know what's the most "right" way to express ourselves but there's a few good example I can share about.

1. Blogging
Blogging is a way youths nowadays express themselves. A survey of youth is done, and surprisingly 90% of youths blog!!!! A simple way for us to talk craps, do our daily ramblings, emo posting and all sort of "wu liaw" things but it helps to inspire others to do things they normally didn't think of. A good example is kennysia.com.

2. Participating in any sorts of activities.
Participating in any form of activities in your very own university, college, school and even outside organizations gives you chance to give out your ideas. There are some youths that participated in all this activities and it just changes their life sky-rocketing. Good examples of this competitions are Nescafe Kick-Start, HSBC Entrepreneur Awards and The Firm.

3. Just try it out with friends
Just try out any ideas or thoughts with your closest friends and see what happens next. Just take it as a fun past time activity XD.

We get rejected and laughed at sometimes for the thoughts and ideas we have, but just keep a optimistic attitude and keep trying as that's the spirit we youths should have.

*I'm not promoting anything here, and these are just examples of the few ways I came to know about.

Clubbing Virtually?

2008-01-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

On a visit to play Dota in Blitzone, I tried out this game called Highstreet5. It's a dancing game with a twist of virtual reality in it(i suppose) giving your character places to go like 5th Avenue to China Town. Dancing anywhere in the streets with Dj s looping songs all around. There's even clubbing places and "Hot Dancing Chick" in the clubs yo! =_=" There's way lot more of functions which I did not get a chance to try yet, but its truly a game that's given a thumb up.

So I guess technology can make people club virtually from the house? Taking booze in front of the desktop and dancing virtually in a club? =.=" Well.............i guess not... XD, nothing beats reality.

http://www.highstreet5.com.my

Youth 08 has arrived!!

2008-01-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

Youth 08 has finally arrived after a long long wait since September 2007, but it didn't turn out what I expected it to be, there was too many MCA based booths and talks going on(with only after or middle age uncles and aunties went) and many booths just for displaying their "goods".

Gaming Highway have only 3 games going on which is HellsGate, JinOnline and KungFuOnline with a sole purpose of promoting the game, making the so called "Gaming HighWay" into a "Promotional HighWay" but its ok-lah. Other activities like "Battle of the Bands", "Extreme Dancing", "Celebrity Secrets" and etc. were very very nice but the most memorable one was the "Birthday Bash" and "Blogger's Party!"(for the reason we get booze in PWTC =.=" ). Youth 08 was tiring to me but in the end it was satisfactory, seeing the success of it =). For those who miss out Youth 08, make sure to join Youth09 which will be better definitely.

PS: There's much more going on there, especially bad things too, but its best not to write it out loud here XD.

Douglas Lim

Hannah Tan with her escorts XD

Hannah Tan

Nicole

KennySia!!!!!!

Popular bloggers and Joel Neoh

Rachel Tan

Christmas Eve @ TheCurve

2007-12-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Alot alot of people awaiting for 12am, you can see people at every corner! Our Xmas Spirit!!!! =)

Everyone spamming "snow sprays" as if they are in some Counter-Strike game. For god sakes lar, is Christmas la! not CS-MAS.

Holiday's Gala Activity - BangKok

2007-12-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

Bangkok, a diverse and exciting place to be in. If anyone asked me to define Bangkok, it would be (100 x Petaling Street) + (Tuk-tuk Rempits) + (Temples and more temples) + (alchohol+xxx) = Bangkok.
What surprises me the most is the students there, wearing tight white blouse and mini skirts with make up and high heels...to school!!!! Wish Malaysia also got lah....~ hiak hiak!

1st thing that caught my eye when I enter the room, flower + a packet of ????, thought it was condom, but it appears to be a Clorets sweet. =.="

Pop-Idol King Rama !!!~ you can see his portrait everywhere in Bangkok, from temples, MRT stations, shopping complexes and even toilets!!!

Ayuthaya(Ayothaya in Ragnarok Online), a place with alot of historical building and relics.

Floating Market, a very nice place to visit as we don't have something similar in Malaysia.

A view from my room's window during sunset

Merry Xmas Everyone!!!

2007-12-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

To all my frenz and everyone out there! wishing u guy and girls of course a Merrier Christmas and a Happier New Year =)

Holiday's Gala Activity - 1 Day @ Robinson

2007-12-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Due to a friend of mine, begged(asked actually) for me to help her friend out, I say "OK" and i ended up with a 1 day trip working @ Robinson's. Exhausting and very very strict-lah the rules there! Advise: dun work there as a promoter there please!!! Horrible experience, ada abang yang manyak GAY kat sana, alot alot of picky and annoying "aunties" and strict rules by Robinson's.
Robinson's to me, is a place for rich people to spend their money lor, I was eventually strolling around and saw a 12k BED!! and a 3k PILLOW! I wonder what kind of body you need to sleep on such luxurious bed and pillow -___-".
Ok-lah, me jeles and envy of rich people. -End-

Holiday's Gala Activity - Monsoon Cup

2007-12-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Thanks to a fren of mine, Teri, I got a job to Monsoon Cup in Terengganu. Although is only for 4 days, but is certainly more like a vacation there ^_^. Terengganu has the best keropok lekor lah!!! Pls pls all my friends go to Terengganu eat keropok!!!
Monsoon Cup, for those who didn't know, is the so called "Most Expensive Sailing Event in the World" with a price money of 1 Million for the winner. Everything there is seriously(to me-lah) "wasting money". Alot nice and expensive stuffs, alot of sponsored BMW Z4 for the participants of Monsoon Cup to drive.. and etc etc.

The truck we sat there, imagine 9 of this type of trucks convey-ing all the way to Terengganu=P.

Heritage Marina Bay(hope i spelt correctly..)

Truck got stuck in sand!! omg la! but we managed to get out somehow, hiak hiak =P

Holiday's Gala Activity - Project Eye

2007-12-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

My frenz and I joined a so called "Project Eye" by YouthMalaysia.com. We are supposely to come out with an event idea for their Youth 08 which will be held on January 18 - 20th 2008 =).
An totally raw idea squish from our brains, starting from ground zero a.k.a. nothing to ground events. Our idea is having a all round Graffiti event for youths out there t ocome and express themselves in the form of art, street art stylez.
Here are some pics for our 1 Utama ground event(infront of GSC cinema) =P.

Our Booth~

Youth 08

Our Team Avant-Garde

Sign Up Sheets!! We got 500+ on 1 day in 1U!

DoTA on HP Touchscreen Tablet.

2007-10-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

My friend bought a HP tablet notebook recently, and today, he let me mess with it in the office. So, i decided to try DoTA with the tablet style notebook(it has a touchscreen and works just like any other notebook out there, perhaps a fusion between notebook+tablet PC). So, as usual, i start Warcraft 3 Frozen Throne and made a DoTA game with AIs. The game loads and started off, the thing that comes to brainstorm at that moment was, " How the F*** m i going to move the screen!! I ain't no see any right click button to click on!!!" After awhile, I somehow manage to get a rough idea on how the touchscreen works but it was far toOo troublesome to handle than an ordinary mouse which we usually use. However, it is a good experience to play DoTA with a touchscreen notebook doh........ ^___^"

My WorkSpace a.k.a. Office.

2007-10-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day I'm working, let me show you a little of the place where I work in.

This is the computer I'm using in the office, as you can see, my MSN is still running!! Shhhh =P

Start Work But Emo D...!!!

2007-10-08T20:37:00.001+08:00

Started work today, somewhere near my place. After a long long day at work, I came home and switch on my new computer and... it just crash and hang, this calls for EMO D~!!!!!!!!~!!! started trying to fix the computer by myself, but ended up making it worst!!! ARGH!!!
I think my computer just on strike cause i left it at home for 3 days for the camp, maybe its just jealous la! but its not !! After emo-ing for some time, finally decided to send to the shop for repair and hope it will be done by tomorrow. Once again, my 1st day d pay just flew away~!~!

Emo! emo ! emo d...~~~~!!!!!!

PS: if you are wondering how I blog this, is that i have 2 comps. =P

Home Sweet Home : Thank You and Kudos ~!!!~!!

2007-10-08T19:17:00.000+08:00

The very first post of my blog goes to all the organizing committee members of Fellowship Camp 2007, that spend plenty of their effort and time on this camp. To those who spent nights without sleep and to those who brainstorm until their brain dry to think of games and especially, to the ChairWoman of this camp who put her heart and soul into this camp. Kudos for making this camp a success even if it is not 100% as we wanted, but we tried our best and "the heart is the most important element lar"<--(quoted from someone). Once again, I sincerely thank all of you and also to those that join the camp also.

Thank You! Xie Xie! Do je Sai! Arigato!! ~!!